our let it be ( Katsudeku)

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Quirkless.......

That is what he is. The green headed boy hadn't see that coming. That he would be something he did not even imagine.

Hell, maybe life really does hate him since aside from being abandoned by his own father, now him being something he doesnt ever want to be.

Sure, it might not be the end of the world, but how could he save the whole world if he doesn't have the tools to do it?

Life really doesn't go the way you had planned it.  It was something that izuku had learned since that unfaithful  day that the doctor had deemed him quirkless. 

He did not really mind it at first but as days passed by,  slowly everything had started to change around him. 

Before  the adults would always looked at him in pity, since he was the kid that is being raised by one single mother, but now it was something even more. Pity because not only because of the abandonment of his father but now because of being quirkless.

Adults treats him as if he was some kind of disable or something , shoving things infront of him as if he was not capable to do anything right.

It stings a bit but he moved on from it.  After all,  yes,  it might be hard to become a hero without a quirk but at least, there is still a tiny possibility.  And he is more than willing to grab that possibility.

But then,  he started to notice his playmate's sudden change of attitude towards him.  Yes he still plays with him  but something feels off from him.

They would still go out and play with each other but it seems as less genuine  as before. His kacchan had started to talk less while they are playing unlike before where the blond would talk about random things  , starting from the color of the flowers down to the smell of water. 

Yes nonsense it may seems but they would always talk with each other about some  random things they suddenly  came up with.  But now,  kacchan... 

He seems off....
Something different...
And dare he say a bit colder now than before. Their usually none stop talking had suddenly became a yes or no questions now. 

Things started getting dull.  He doesn't know when it did start but he could always pinpoint those changes he notice.   Like kacchan used to held his hand whenever they are walking together.  But now,  he doesn't. He simply leads him,  as he start walking infront of him. 

Another change was That,  before kacchan used to look back at deku,  to make sure he is alright and is still following him almost every minute but now,  he seldomly look at him.  In fact  , it seems like he doesn't want to look at him anymore.  He cannot look at deku in the eyes anymore like he used to before.

Another thing  was that,  kacchan started to make an excuse whenever he would try to play with him.  Like right now,  he is on his way home now,  after trying to fetch his playmate,  to play with him or something.  But the blonde refuse saying he was not feeling better.

Usually even if the blonde was not feeling well,  he would still demand to the green headed child to stay and maybe play nurse with him,  then  deku would happily agree to it.  Seeing that he loves spending his time with him.

But now , he bit a frown remembering those lines that the other had told him. ' go home deku. I'm not feeling well.  I don't want you to catch some cold too.  '  he was not able to make eye contact with the other and that was enough for the smaller male to take the hint. 

He knew kacchan just like the back of his hand and vise versa.  He could tell  when the other is not telling the truth or something.  Yes, it stings but what can he do about it?. Absolutely nothing.

He doesn't have the rights to protest about it as well as he doesn't want to. It will just result of kacchan being angry of him and he doesn't want that. 

'Atleast,  he still consider me as his friend.... I guess? '  he thought  to himself. 

Atleast he is still there.
Atleast he did not abandon me just like...  Just like my father.

It was sad but it was true.  He wanted to always look at the bright side so he continued flowing some positive  thoughts in his mind. 

Still walking happily,  he overed heard a very familiar voice near the playground. Following the sound,  he tried to take a peak at the playground,  only to see kacchan,  playing with their classmates.

He didn't know what to say to himself anymore.  As those thoughts  from before had suddenly vanished and was replaced with a tiny venemous voice. 
Yes.. Kacchan is his friend...
Yes..  Kacchan is still his friend
He didn't abandon him, 
Unlike Him...

But there is always but in those sentences....

And the tiny voice finished it for him.  Whispering as he finally looked down and turned his back at the sight before him as he started to walk away.

' yes.  He is your friend.  Yes,  he did not abandoned you but..  Until when?  Until when would he keep on staying? '.