our let it be ( Katsudeku)

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How do you stop someone from hurting you over and over again?

You can't.  

You can't do anything but to feel the pain. 
Accept the fact that even if how much you love that person, 
    how much you want them into your life,  sometimes you just need to stop catching their attention.  Especially their sympathy simply because you know that pushing them to be in your life,  even though they dont want to,   will just make your life even miserable than before.

Swallow the bitter truth  that no matter how much you're  willing to do anything and everything for them,  they will never  ever do the same for you.

That's  just how life is.  Not all those you love,  can love you back. Same as you cant love back those who loves you. 

Sure it hurts,  but you kno you cant just mope around forever. Or maybe you can,  but that just means you'll  waste your life for someone  who doesnt even appreciate  that you exist. 

Or you can try and accept the pain. Yes,  its not easy,  but hey,  they are not oxygen nor water.  You can definitely  still continue living without them.  Sure, it sucks,  but you just have to take it slow. 

There's no need to rush. You just have to make sure you'll  slowly ignore the feeling of wanting to have their approval. You just have to let go.   Stop clutching into something that you know will do you no good. 

Because that's  what he did. 

Izuku, it seeems finally had enough.   He was so hurt,  so much hurt that the pain turned into numbness.  

Its not easy.  Especially since the bastard,  is still the father of the one he is currently carrying. 

God,  he never heard a sentence sounds so wrong before.  The bastard  doesnt deserve to be the father of anyone.  Now he cant help but pity his child or children if it turns out more than one.  
It was still too early to know,  yet he had a huge feeling that it will be just one. 

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He was waiting for something  or rather someone.  Yet,  he couldnt understand why.  It maybe because the last time tenko visited him,  the taller male left a threat,  not for izuku but for the bastard.   

It was unnerving, to hear,  or rather,  to know that tenko  talked that way.  
Tenko was a very gentle soul to him,  to his mother and to his work mates before.   He never  heard him raised his voice to anyone not even when izuku tried to pissed him off by some childish  pranks or jokes.

Hopefully,  whatever  plan  tenko has,  it wont hurt anybody. He didnt want the bastard and his traitor friend to be hurt in anyway,  even after what he did to him.  Call him naïve,  or something but he believes in karma. He just hope  that whatever karma the bastard and his traitor of a friend receive,  they could take it. 

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The path to recovery became easy for izuku.  He would be lying if he said not seeing the bastard for weeks helped him. In fact,  it seems better if he never sees that assholes face all through out the pregnancy  and hopefully,  never again.  

Inko helped him as always,  and became his personal shield against unwanted visitors.  Mainly the asshole and his 'bitch.  ' 
Yes,  as ridiculous  as it sound,  thw two tried,  key word,  tried to see izuku.  Where on earth they get those guts to face him after what they did,  he didnt know but hopefully,  they get some sense into their brain,  if they have one,  that he doesnt want to see them. 

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Currently,  the green headed male was sitting on his hospital bed.  Reading text messages from his ' real friends'.   Ochaco has been his text buddy these days.  She's  very sweet  as usual and Willing to lean an ear whenever he needs to talk or rant to someone.   The best part of being friends with her,  even though he would never admit it was when,  hw found out,  from the local news on tv how she punched both the 'bitch'  and the 'asshole's face infront of an international  tv program. 

Going as far as pouring wine on their heads and calling them names,  since she was  deeply displeased  from their fuckery behind izuku's  comatose back.   Things after that seems to go even deeper for the shitty couple.  Various of news programs,  variety shows made plenty of articles  about the two.  No agency  seems to want  to take them in, afraid theie reputation would go down the drain if they did. 

Even if he didnt want to admit it,  it feels good to see them this miserable,  a part of him that lately  has been whispering into his mind that he should be happy to see them like this. After all they brought these to themselves.   It felt  good,  seeing them being ridicule everywhere they go,  so bad they cant even seems to go out peacefully. 

The hospital where izuku is currently staying was always full of paparazzi, waiting for the two or either one of them to try and talk to izuku but stupidly failed. 

Once he got tired of chatting  the gravity hero,  he put down his phone and fixed his pillow,  attempting to lay down when he spotted a black rose,  on the chair besides him.  Hell, he was pretty sure it  wasnt there before. 

Picking it up,  he noticed a note attached to its stem.  Inside  was a cursive writting. 

' I hope you enjoy the show,  izuku.  '

It says.  Confused he looked around wondering who,  how and what does it mean.  Deciding maybe it was just a prank,  he threw the note into the nearby trashcan and just placed the rose on the mini cabinet on the other side of his bed. 

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He laid down and closed his eyes,  hoping to fall asleep. ....
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But before he could,  his ringtone immediately  made him open his eyes.   With a huffed,  he  went to find his phone under his pillow,  and huffing once more after he found it.  It turns out just a text, from an unknown number. 

' Open your tv.  Watch the news and enjoy the show,  izuku. '

Confused and certainly creeped out,  he  immediately  grabbed the remote control and turned the tv on.  Whoever this was,  they sure do know how to creep someone out quite well. 

"--- we interrupted this program to deliver a breaking news:
    Hero Red Riot is believed to be kidnapped.  Polices and heroes stated that there was a message left by what they believed as the kidnappers inside the said hero's apartment...
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The note says ,
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'    sinners needs to be punished accordingly .
We are going to play a little game.
If you cant play nice,
Then your little whore wont survive the night.
You mustn't  suspect the innocent for he is just a mere audience in this show...

And as for the innocent audience:
   Do not worry,  this isnt in any way your fault.   Like I said,  this is just a punishment for the sinners. 
A way to reveal their true colors even more.....
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............. .......  Just sit back and enjoy the show,  little green bean..... '

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Hi there!  This is author san! 😂 still kicking,  and trying to rack my brain for more updates. Hope you are all still reading.  Seriously i experienced a very nasty writer's block thats why i was so late.  😥 sorry for that.  Hope you enjoy this update.  And also stay safe and healthy.  ❤