When I Find You

Chapter 19

I lost hope. I lost all faith. I could see the men moving towards us pointing guns to our faces. I thought about my life, my family, the ones I loved and the future I planned of.

The men started the countdown "One-two-th......"

"STOP!" I heard a voice scream out loud. I looked up to find my mother standing at the door way.

"Mom!" I screamed in tears. Then I noticed something She looked different. She was dressed up in all designer clothes and didn't look a day over 40.

"Jeremy sweetheart, I'll get her to sign the papers then you can let them go." My mother did while holding onto Jeremy's arms. My mouth dropped and my eyes grew wide. I couldn't believe what was happening. My mother lied to me. I thought we were in this together. I was doing this for her, for us. So that my father and mother and I could be reunited.

"You little bitch" I screamed. My moms eyes dropped to the floor and her face was filled with sorrow.

She slowly walked up to me and placed her hand on my cheek. I turned my cheek away indicating that I didn't want to be touched by her. She looked at my father, who had tears in his eyes.

"Sign the papers now." She demanded.

"I can't believe you" I spat out cruelly.

"Sign it now! Or I'll have him kill you all!!" She screamed.

I looked at my mother with disgust. I picked up the pen and began signing the documents. Honestly I don't even want the company. All I want is for my family to be set free. I survived my whole life without this company. I didn't need it. When I finished. She took the documents from my hand and then handed them to Jeremy. Jeremy looked through the documents and the smiled. That's it. The company's officially his.

Jeremy signaled for the man to untie us from the chairs. He lead us out of the building. We got in a car and blind folded us. I don't understand why he blindfolded us but he did. The driver drove for about 20 minutes and then he stopped. He took of the blindfolds and we were at my house. The man took us inside and left us there. I was finally alone with my family. I was still trying to process what happened with my mother. I didn't understand anything. How could she? And Why would Jeremy let us go? Wasn't he sacred we would retaliate? I looked at my father and I was so glad to see him. My thoughts were disrupted when I heard the TV come on. Ian turned on the news channel.

"Oh my god!" I screamed when I saw a picture of me and the guys. Then the news reporter began speaking,

"Here we are at Parker's Export industry, Where were told that Frank Parker has been kidnapped. The police have confirmed this and have mentioned the kidnappers to be Jessica Parker, the daughter of Frank Parker. The police have confirmed four males aiding her, their identities are unknown. If anyone has any information regarding these suspects please contact the authorities. This is News 100 live" she ended and I immediately shut off the tv. "WHAT?!?" I bursted out in anger.

"We need to leave" Ian whispered.

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"Hurry and Pack whatever you need" Ian said. Everyone ran to theirs rooms and packed. I ran to our room quietly and packed some of Ian's clothes and mine. I grabbed a stash of cash I had in my drawer. Then I filled a few bags with pillows and blankets just In case. I grabbed our passports and ran out the room. Everyone was waiting.

"Did you guys pack food?!" I asked.

"Yeah I did" Ian said. "Did you pack some extra clothes for your dad?" Ian asked.

"Yeah I took some of your clothes." I replied. Ian nodded his head and led us into his garage. Instead of his normal car, he pulled out a white van. I realized it was the same one that they kidnapped me with.

"Everyone get in." Ian said.

"Wait." I said as I opened the back doors of the van. The van was basically empty in the back. No seats. Only two seats for the drivers so I set up a few blankets on the floor and threw some pillows. Now my father could get some rest since I'm pretty sure he hasn't had a good sleep in years. "Ok go. You all should lay down and rest. Ian and I will sit in the front" I said. Everyone piled into the back and Ian and I went to the front.

"Do you know where to go?" I asked.

"I've got a place in mind. But it's hours away." He said quietly. I nodded my head and Ian backed out of the driveway.

We were on the road for about 20 minutes. Everyone was silent. All the guys had fallen asleep in the back and Ian and I were just too nervous to talk.

"They're probably looking for me already." I sighed.

"Doesn't matter. Because we are all in this together." Ian tried to reassure me.

"I just feel bad for Ryder. I mean we dragged him into all of this." I turned around to see Ryder sleeping on the floor.

"He's a good kid. Nothing's going to happen to him" Ian said.

"Ian when are we going to look-" I said but was cut off by Ian.

"Don't. I know what your going to ask but honey don't." He said firmly.

"Ian how long are you going to keep torturing yourself and how long are you going to let Jeremy torture your father?" I spit back.

Ian looked agitated but I didn't care.

"Jessica stop." He breathed out and I could seethe tears beginning to form.

"You don't think I want him back? I thought he would be with your father. I thought they would come back together. But it only proves my theory right. He's probably dead. Jeremy must've killed him a long time ago and I was just keeping my hopes up for nothing."

"Sweetie stop it, stop thinking like that. I know your dads alive. And we're going to find him. Why would he keep your dad all this time and then just kill him? Wait.." I thought for a moment.

"Why does he have your dad?" I asked.

Ian looked at me for a moment and then back at the road.

"I've been asking myself that for 18 years." Ian said as his face lost all color. I knew I had crossed a line by asking that question so I didn't push any further. I put my hand on his lap and leaned over to place a small kiss on his cheek. He smile and removed one hand from the wheel, took the hand I placed on his lap and placed a soft kiss on It.

"I love you" he said softly.

"I love you too" I replied.

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It was still quiet and everyone was still sleeping. I looked at Ian and how perfect he looked. His chiseled jaw and his playful eyes. It got me filled with lust.

"I wanna fuck" I said softly yet firmly. I didn't want the guys and my father to hear. Ian chuckled.

"Im serious" I laughed.

"Honey in case you didn't notice, were in a van and the FBI is looking for us, so now wouldn't be the right time.

"I know but.." I couldn't think of what to say.

"I just want you" I said in a seductive voice. I could tell my charm was working because of the huge bulge forming in his pants.

"Jesssssss" he moaned.

"Cmon. You've been driving for about 3 hours. You should rest a little while. I'll take over driving." I changed the topic immediately just to tease him a little bit.

Ian and I switched seats and I began to drive. Suddenly I saw flashing lights from my side view mirror and sirens began to sound.

"Oh shit!"