LOVE LANGUAGE: EN- BOOK 1: SUNGHOON (OLD)

56: Talking

Sunghoon POV

I wake up empty handed and frown, she could've at least giving me a pillow. I assume that Mr. Reid had already left for his job since Angel had left me and go to her room. I quietly go to her bed and admire her sleeping.

I kiss her lips, which she would kill me if she found out, and lay beside her. She hugs Cheonsa in her sleep making me happy and jealous, I'm glad she likes Cheonsa but she was taking up space.

I remove Cheonsa and replace her with myself staying on top of the cover, she immediately embraces me. I smile at and drift back to sleep waiting for her to wake up.

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Again I wake up alone. I sigh, wash myself up and get dressed. I soon smell bacon and eggs and other things America eats for breakfast, making me actually realize where I am. In America. "Baaabe?!" I whine following the scent of food to the kitchen, where my beautiful girlfriend awaits me.

"You left me! Again" I whine again making her acknowledge me. "Hey, bro" she says not looking at me so I can't see her face. "Really? This early in the morning?" I say, she knows that I hate her calling me that. "Did you rest well?" I kiss her cheek shaking my head "Why do you think I went to you this morning?!" I say with a duh tone but she only smiles.

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After we eat and clean up she plops her couch and stares into space "Babe? What are your plans for today?" I ask getting her attention. "Just hanging with my boyfriend all day today" She says. "But what about~" she kisses me, cutting me off "I'll do it tomorrow. I promise" Angel says with determination in her voice but it didn't matter, her kisses were making me crazy!

"You... can't.. do that!" She laughs at my frustration and pats my head.  After a while of watching tv she claims boredom and wants to talk. "What do you want to talk about?" I ask Angel shrugs. "How have you been?" She says looking at trying to be serious but ends up making both of us laugh ridiculously hard.

"okay, Is there anything new happening with you?" I stop laughing right away.

Has she heard something about me being a trainee?

Was it my mom?!

"Why do you ask?" I ask her nervously "I just feel like during my preparation for the dance I was too busy for you" Angel says melting and stopping my heart.

I felt guilty again, I promised her that I would stay beside her and be with her with everything but here I was, with a possibility of me going out farther than dad went. "N-no, there's nothing happening with me... how about you?" Angel looks at me and tilts her head to the side.

"Why are you stuttering?" She asks. "The sudden eye contact made me nervous" I say, she doesn't seem to believe me but nods anyway and it becomes silent. She must be thinking about something "What's wrong?" I ask. "Nothing" she says before going up to her room, and now I know something is up.

After a couple minutes I follow her to see her laying down on her bed with her eyes closed. So I lay down next to her pulling her closer to me "Is something bothering you, babe?" I ask again softly this time and she turns toward me with a soft smile. "I feel like a cornball" she says.

"all of this seems surreal, like I never thought in a million years you'd have the same feelings that I have for you" She finally says.  "I guess the way that I went about it was dumb but I was only 12 and I regretted it a lot" "Why didn't you say anything?" She asks.

"I thought you were over me or had a boyfriend already" she shakes her head "I was almost but then you kissed me"  she says and I smile, proud of myself and kiss her.

"Okay. I'm going to sleep" I check my phone it's 1:43 pm here which is 2 am in Korea, she must still be on our time. "Just hold me while I sleep if you're not sleepy" she says wrapping her arms around me and sleeping on my chest. 

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"Yes, dad! I'm going to see her tomorrow but you know how she is, I want to relax on my first day back in Florida with Sunghoon oppa" Angel explains to her dad when he comes home. "Are you sure that why you didn't go today?" She squints her eyes at him "Dad I'm not stalling or procrastinating, mom is a doctor diagnosed stresser"

I chuckle and they both look at me making me stop immediately. "That must be what you're doing because I never accused of neither of those things, honey" Angel sighs and doesn't look at her dad, maybe he's right. "It's not a bad thing that you are, you forget I was with you're mom for 8 years including your first two years of life"

This was getting too private so I excused myself and head to my room just as my mom calls. "Hey, mom!" I say. "Sunghoon-ah, how are you guys? how's Angel?" Mom asks. "I'm good right now we're going to see her mom tomorrow but right now she's talking to her dad" "Did you do something?!" My mom accuses me.

"No! Their not talking about me! It's something private which is why I left them alone" I explain in a quieter voice. "You still haven't told her yet have you?" My mom asks.

how does she know?!

"How do you know?" Mom sighs and I can imagine her eye roll. "It doesn't matter. You need to tell her, she's gonna support in this like she has everything else and like how you've done for her" mom says and I understand that but it's not that easy, I don't want her to be hurt because I broke the promise.

"I know but with her mom and everything... I can't tell her now" "Well tell her soon, I have to go now, I love you" A couple minutes after I hang up Angel pops her head in my door. "Let's go for a walk"