What is love? [PAUSED]

Chapter 9

I woke up in the middle of the night when I felt someone crawl in my bed and pin me down. I opened my eyes fully and tried to get out of the person's grasp.

" Don't fight it sweetheart " I hear that awful, scary, intimidating voice say. Oh God, not again. But I could've sworn I locked my door and put a chair there.

" Please don't do this Sebastian" I beg tearing up.

" Oh please, I know you want me. I can tell " He whispers in my ear. " and don't worry, I'm going to take it nice and slow...just the way you like it "

This can't be happening, why does he do this to me? Why me at of all people? He took something that didn't belong to him a long time ago and he just wont stop. I'm tired of this, I'm frustrated and disgusted. I just want him to leave me alone. I hope he dies and rots in hell.

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By the time morning came I could barely move. My whole body hurts and my head is killing me. He went on and on for hours without taking a break. He didn't stop til he felt his dick was tired out. I hate him so much, I hate having to live like this. I want to tell Rickey what's going on so badly..b-but I can't. It'll crush him so much, he loves Sebastian. I don't understand why but he does and if I tell him, he'll probably never be the same. I try standing up but I can't. What am I suppose to do now? A few minutes later Rickey walks passed my room but then backs up and looks in.

" The Hell happened to your door?" He asks walking in and starring at the broken door. He really broke my door. That dick turtle.

" * sighs * I honestly don't know " I say.

" Watchu mean by you don't know?" He asks. " ......You got drunk last night didn't you? Then yall came here and fucked "

Really nigga?

" ..... I guess so " I say.

" So that was all the noise last night. I thought you were having a nightmare or something. Was he that bad?" He asks walking over to my bed and laying down beside me.

" I really don't know Ric, all I know is that my body hurts and so does my head " I say laying on his chest. He wraps his arms around me then says.

" Poor baby, can you get up?"

" Nope, my legs really hurt " I say.

" He sure as hell wasn't bad then " He says laughing. I roll my eyes and push him a bit.

" My bad. How bout this? I call your work and tell them your too sick to come in and you'll spend the rest of the day in bed and I'll be your servant. I'll get you whatever you want and need " He says. You see, this is why I love Rickey.

" You would do that for me? Aww, I love you so much " I say leaning up and kissing his cheek.

" Love you too, I'll go call your work place now " He says getting up.

" Okay, and while your up can you make me some breakfast?" I ask.

" Course " He smiles then walks out the room. He then walks back in the door frame.

" I'm also gonna call someone to fix this " He says then walks out. I love this guy so much, he's like my older brother. He's always there for me, no matter wat. He is such a good ,caring guy, to bad he has an asswipe of a boyfriend. Ugh.

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Me and Rickey are in my room all cuddled up watching reruns of Empire when there's a knock at the door. I look up at Rickey then ask.

" Are you expecting someone? "

" ...that I know of? No, but I'll go check " He says getting up and walking out the room. I hear him open the door and start talking to someone, then a few minutes later he walks back in my room with a teddy bear and flowers.