We sip on our beers as we sit up in the lounge. The band that is on right now is just a small local band that doesnt have a good sized audience we just don't want to go down right now.
"Asher." I giggle a bit.
"Yes?" He says with a silly grin.
"We-we should dance." I giggle a bit more.
"But this isn't slow music." He says giggling too.
"But music." I say not finishing my sentance.
"Let's go down and dance!" I shout causing him to nod.
I sit my drink down and grab his hand swiftly moving down to the stairs almost tripping but not quite. I pull him down into the crowd and giggle as we start silly dancing where there isn't a lot of people.
"When is the birthday massacre coming on." I sigh laying my head on his chest.
"Soon I hope." He whines back.
"You guys are the cutest couple ever." A girl smiles at us.
"Oh no we're not dating!" I laugh a bit standing up.
"We're best friends, I'm gay." Asher says with a smile.
"Oh, sorry!" She blushes hardcore at that.
"You're fine sweetpea!" I say with a smile. "A lot of people mistake us as a couple."
"Goals for friendship." Someone beside her laughs a bit after speaking the words.
"Well we try." Asher wiggles his brows causing me to laugh.
A band starts setting up their stuff causing me to huff, it's not the Birthday Massacre.
"I'm going to go get my drink." I whisper to Asher in his ear.
I make my way out of the growing crowd and hop up the stairs my buzz kind of dying down.
"Hey Sammy, can I get a beer?" I ask the bartender who is dating Ms. Roxx.
"Yes, ma'am." He flashes me a toothy grin and fills up a plastic cup.
"Thank you, m'dear!" I smile and sip on the drink.
I make my way back down to the way I came to see Asher standing there.
"Go back up!" He says music starting to play.
"Why?" I ask him confused.
"Just go back up!" He says but before I get a chance I see him.
"What's up motherfuckers?!" Chris screams into the mic causing my heart to shatter.
I quickly turn around and run up the stairs. I walk to the bathroom that's upstairs and sit my drink on the sink. I take deep breathes closing my eyes. Don't let it get to you, Alex. You've come so far, he won't recognize you if he see's you. Anyway you won't have to watch him, Ash won't even let you. It'll be okay.
I nod a bit at myself and grab my drink, downing the liquid quickly. I throw the cup away and walk out of the bathroom where Ash is standing.
"You okay?" He asks me looking worried.
"Yes, let's go get drunker!" I sing.
***
"I had everything, opprotunities for eternity, and I could belong to the night! Your eyes, your eyes, I can see it in your eyes, your eyes, everything in your eyes, your eyes." I sing along with the beautiful Taylor Momson.
"You make me wanna die, I'll never be good eneough, you make me wanna die. And everything you love will burn up in the light! And every time I look inside your eyes, you make me wanna die."
