day 19

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social media/irl.  (Teen drinking)

song: as you are, The Weeknd

song: as you are, The Weeknd

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@chloemcallister: black out or back out baby 🖤

     @christurniolo: pretty girl

           @mattsturniolo: ayo which one???

                liked by @annaarmstrong


"you ready for ur first black out?"

"wouldn't be my first if ya know what I mean but im so damn excited." Chloe looked gorgeous and thankfully I felt like I did too. We were on our way to go pick up the Sturniolo's and Alahna who was already at their house. I was getting butterflies anticipating seeing Matt which felt funny since that has never happened before. We pulled up to their house and headed inside to quick pregame. 

"ANNA YOU'RE BACK." Nick was right in the living room by the front door and brought me in for a big hug while Chlo and Chris gave each other a quick kiss to say hello. I could see Matt from a distance while still in the hug with Nick he looked handsome especially in the all black. We smiled at each other while my head rested on his brothers shoulder.

"Hi Armstrong."

"Hi Matthew." He grabbed my hand and pulled me into a hug gripping my waist tighter than he has before. As we pulled away our eyes met with a smile but I could see others eye of us at the same time and knew to turn away.

"Okay guys its shot o clock let's get this shit started." Chris screamed at us while we all sat around the living room with various drinks in hand and soft music played in the background. A quick game of flip cup and never have I ever later and we were ready to go.

"Anna you seriously didn't put a finger down for ever being in a relationship that has to be a lie." Alahna said to me while getting in the car.

"Its not a lie I never have and at this point I think that's just my fate." I giggled looking over to Matt he just rolled his eyes. We arrived at some giant house with music blaring and red lights seen through the windows.

"You guys are so lucky I love you and want to keep you safe cause showing up to these things sober is terrible." Chloe laughed.

"But that's why we love you Chlobug." Chris ran behind her hugging her and walked forward in that position to the door.

"Oof okay get ready." Alahna said while looking over at me nervously. I've never had a problem with going out to parties before but this time felt different. It wasn't some frat basement with people I don't care about. I was at a party with new friends and the first guy I've liked in forever - well more like ever. As we entered I could see smoke and smell the alcohol and see so many people dancing all around.

"Want to come get a drink with me?" Matt questioned leading me over to the kitchen.

"Yes I will definitely need one."

"You look gorgeous by the way."

"Thanks Bernard you don't look too bad yourself." I smirked. I sat on the counter while he filled up two cups and passed one over to me we did a little bit of small talk before I finally dragged him to come dance with me. We pushed and shoved through the crowds before finding Chris dancing his ass off while Chloe laughed standing besides him. Nick and Alahna went outside to smoke with a few people. As Matt and I danced with each other we moved together so smoothly Chloe gave me a few winks and side eyes and she doesn't even know what I told Austin. Right as we had been at the party for about an hour some random girl elbows me right in the nose and blood starts pouring out. 

"HOLY SHIT BRO SHE FUCKED YOU UP." Chris laughed. I stood there in shock.

"Oh my god I am so sorry I was trying to move out of the way for my friend and totally didn't see you I am so sorry." The girl apologized.

"No no its okay accidents happen." I smiled walking away to find a bathroom.

"Oh Anna are you okay? Let me come help you." Matt said following behind me upstairs to a bathroom. The further I walked the more I felt the effects of the alcohol probably due to the fact that blood was streaming down my face after my head just got completely rocked. We made it down a hallway and shoved past people and went into a bathroom together. "Okay Anna I'll look for cotton balls just see your head back okay." Matt told me but now I was too drunk to care about the blood.

"Do I still look pretty Matty?" I tilted my head back down letting blood flow across my lips while I giggled.

"Anna of course you do now keep your pretty head back while I clean you up." He took some cotton balls and peroxide and wiped my chin and nose before sticking a bit of cotton into each of my nostrils. He saved the blood on my lips for last. Looking at them intently as if he would be studied on them later. He wiped the blood off then dragged his thumb along my bottom lip. I finally fully turned my head down to look at him.

"You know I wanted to kiss you when your dropped me off at the airport right?" I said a little too casually.

"You're just drunk." He laughed blushing slightly.

"No Matt. But right now I don't want to kiss you."

"Huh?"

"No like I want to kiss you so fucking bad Matthew."

"What's stopping you then Armstrong?" He looked up at me standing in between my legs as I was sat on the counter.

"You Matt. You deserve better. You deserve a better kiss where there's no blood. And you deserve a better girl to kiss you." I half smiled trying not to make myself sad at the fact that I believed I truly didn't deserve someone so amazing in my life.

"Are you fucking kidding me?" He scoffed looking up at me desperately.

"Yes the one who has never had a serious relationship and struggles to be with someone for long periods of time and not to mention I already fucked up with Vinnie by making you jealous."

"Anna you're perfect I like you for exactly who you are."

"Matt don't say that."

"Why not?"

"Cause I actually like you and you're gonna get my hopes up." I pushed his shoulder hoping I wouldn't make the moment awkward.

"And who said I didn't like you in that way?" He grabbed my face while I blushed both of our eyes obviously drifting from being drunk. I pushed myself off the counter and pulled him in for a hug not long before heading out of the bathroom and leaving the party.

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