Black Butterfly | Min Yoongi

Chapter Two

Sunji and Seokjin have been helping me out since that day.
They were so nice to me and I was really grateful.

For the three years I have been in college, studying Music, I only went to campus for exams. I only concentrated on the music band I was in. We played in some events and at restaurants. I really loved playing my violin everywhere.

But those bandmates whom I thought would be more worried about me, just got a new member and stopped asking about me since the funeral.

I never thought Sunji would be that close to me. She never left me since that day she visited. She kept helping me with my studies and what I missed at college.
I feel bad that I judged her badly before. She is really the sweetest friend I have ever had.

For Seokjin, we have been texting a lot. He checked on me everyday and made sure I am alright and studying well.
I felt happy when he texted me .
But I didn't want my feelings to develop into something else. I didn't want to be heartbroken once again.

I went to a café near by . I looked at the sea and smiled.
Sunji came in, knowing I would be here. She lives near my place and we both come here before going to college almost everyday.
She smiled at me and sat across from me.
We ordered some coffee and I looked at the sea again.
" What is your dream, Sara?" Sunji asked after some silence.
I turned to look at her confused.
" Dream?" I asked.
" Yeah, what do you wanna be able to do or reach one day??" She asked.
I thought for some seconds.
" I don't think I have a dream. I just want to graduate that's all" I said shrugging.
" Silly, every one of us needs to have a dream. " She said.
" Then what is yours??" I asked.
" ...mmmm...maybe...my dream is to know and understand what we experience. Wouldn't that be good?? We only understand when it happens. But during the situation and hardship, we get lost" she said sighing.

I liked how she was thinking. She is really an amazing person. She takes care of her old parents all the time and never complained. I really love how she is so helpful to everyone around her.

" Seokjin called me this morning. He was asking about you. Did you two stop talking?? Did something happened?" She asked.

I looked away not knowing what to say.
" No nothing happened" I said.
She smiled at me.
" I think you're just scared....being scared only prevents us from having fun and experiencing good and happy moments. Try to relax and don't think too much" she said patting my back.

I looked back at the sea , hoping I don't get heartbroken once again.