the freak (eddie munson)

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Eddie Munson

              I hate to admit but, I can't stop thinking about our kiss.
Her lips are so gentle, so soft, so sweet.
I hate admitting to myself that I'm allowing myself to fantasize about her.
I fantasize kissing her again. And sleeping with her in my arms again.

I sound obsessed with her.
And I don't even know half of what she's thinking in that head of hers.

She's so confusing.

She's hard to read, she's hard to know what she's thinking.
I shouldn't have walked out of that room after our kiss, and I mean I hate to admit it but I think about her sexually too.
I mean obviously I have respect for her, I'm not dying and waiting to get inside of her pants, but sometimes I do wonder what it'd be like to touch her. To please her.

I'm getting to ahead of myself here.

I want her back on top of me though.

I got maybe three hours of sleep last night, this time I wasn't sleeping in a canoe, I decided to finally just go inside the house and find something to eat as well as sleep inside a bed.
And surprise surprise, Rick has no damn food here.
Just a can of spaghettios, but that's gonna have to do for now until Rose comes back with food and details on what's currently going on.

I'm not gonna lie, for a moment there I thought I was gonna witness yet another death before my eyes, I wonder if Max had died with Steve and everybody else there, I wonder if they'd still say it was me.

Who knows, but I get this sneaky feeling Steve doesn't like me very much.
He definitely didn't in high school.
I mean he's so protective over Rose, he sees me next to her and he's shooting me glares.
I wonder if they ever had something going on, because if so that guy has it for the Wheelers.
And he's a fair good looking man, I wouldn't blame Rose if she ever had a thing for him.

Okay seriously I'm getting bored now.

I pick up the walkie talkie, "Rose..." I say in a sing-song voice.
"Oh Rose..."
Nothing.
I sigh, "Earth to Rose Wheeler."
"What's the matter?" Finally.

"Oh nothing I'm just super bored and I need a food delivery." I reply with a smile like she can even see it.

"And you need me to do that for you?" She questions.

"Yes because you'd do anything for me, duh. And what else are you doing?"
I hear her sigh, "What do you want?"

My smile grows wider, "Whatever snacks you can find, and if you could be a doll and add in a six pack that'd be fabulous."

"Eddie I'm getting you water." She turns off her walkie before I can get  another response in.
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I hear gentle knocks on the door and I'm quick to open it revealing Rose.

I give her a pleasing grin and move out the doorway so she can walk in.
"167, that's how much money you owe me so far." She says dropping a bag of snacks and a six pack of beer on the counter.

"You're such a sweetheart." I blow her a kiss and and she rolls her eyes.

"I'm leaving now."
No stay.
"Why so soon?"

"I don't know I have nothing to do." She responds.
"So, do nothing with me."

She hesitates before throwing her shoulder bag on a nearby couch, she walks around studying the place carefully with her eyes.

"This place isn't bad." She says sitting herself on the counter. Across from me.
"No, it isn't."

She nods her head looking anywhere but my eyes, "How did you sleep last night?" She questions staring at her hands gripping the sides of the countertop.