No Reflection {Marilyn Manson}

Chapter Sixteen

{LILITH'S P.O.V}

It was currently 4am and Luna was hungry, I wasn't really that tired so I told Brian I'd take the night shift, I had breast milk prepared in bottles and she had drank about 4oz of milk, she then pushed the teat out with her tongue, so I put the bottle on the dresser, I rest her against my chest and gently rub her back she burps a few times and I lay her back in her bassinet, she looks up at me with her big brown eyes and I smile "shall mommy sings to you?" I coo and she gurgles "Every rose has its thorn, Just like every night has its dawn, Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song, Every rose has its thorn" I look down and Luna was again asleep, I smile and lean down kissing her forehead.

Once back into bed Brian wraps his arms around me again "you wasn't long" he mumbles, I smile "nope, fed her, changed her and sang to her and she was asleep in minutes" he nods smiling "now you mister get back to sleep, you have a long day that starts in seven hours" he nods and I fall back asleep with him.

Soon enough, the sun woke me up and I stretched to notice I was alone, I pout then go into the bathroom to get a shower, I let the warm water cascade down my tight muscles, I sigh happily and do my thing, once out I slipped my underwear on, I then slip my skinny jeans on and slip a shirt on that said 'Miss Manson' on the back, it was originally a full shirt but I cut the sleeves off it and made it into a plunge top, I slip my socked feet into my demonia boots having to lean down to pull up the zips.

I jog down the stairs to see Brian dressed, with Luna laid on his legs kicking her little feet around as she looked up at him, I smile and she is dressed too "morning sleepy head" I giggle and Brian grins at me "Luna tell mommy she's been lazy today" he coos down at her and I smile "you're such a good daddy" he smiles and leans over pecking my lips "I heard the shower running so I made you coffee, its on the side in the kitchen and I think Luna is hungry" I nod "there is ready made bottles in the fridge" he nods "I know but I wasn't sure how to warm it up" I nod "that's okay baby" I go into the kitchen and I grab my mug of steaming coffee, I drink some and grab a bottle from the fridge, I put the bottle warmer on and stick the bottle inside.

After I finished my coffee the timer pinged and I grabbed the bottle testing the temperature on the inside of my arm, I go into the living room handing Brian the bottle, he takes the lid off and rubs the teat against Luna's lips, she soon opens her mouth and he puts the teat in. I smile "someone is very hungry" Brian nods thinking the same, she finishes after drinking about 4.5oz, he then rests her against his chest and burps her, she lets out a few burps and I look at the time "crap Brian you have a signing at Hot Topic in twenty minutes" he nods and smiles, I take Luna while he grabs his coat and shoes, I grab the car keys unlocking the doors so I can fasten Luna in, she gurgles and babbles in baby talk "babe?!" I giggle "THE CAR!" He comes out and locks the door then climbs in the car as I get in "onward to Hot Topic, store for emotional band kids!" He yells and I giggle "your a weirdo" he nods and I lean over and kiss his cheek "but your my weirdo" he grins and we pull out and begin the drive to Hot Topic.

Once there we went in the back entrance, I had Luna on my chest, one hand under her bum and the other supporting her neck so it doesn't Bob about, I sit down behind Brian as he sits down at the table joining the guys "Hi Lilith!" I grin and look up at Twiggy, he comes to me and kisses he top of Luna's head "she's too cute!" I smile and pull the bottom of his green dress "it was riding up" he nods and smiles "what would I do without you Lil" I smile and he goes back to sit down as fans are let in ten at a time so it doesn't get too hectic.

After being their for about an hour Luna started getting restless and Brian turned to face me "want me to take her" I shake my head "don't be silly, you can't sign things and hold Luna" he tuts playfully "of course I can I have two arms you know" I roll my eyes playfully and he takes her and she shuts up and looks up at Brian with her big brown eyes "babe come sit next to meeee..." He whines so I shuffle my chair so it's next to him as a fan comes up, she has blue hair and is shorter then me and is wearing the same style ring that me and Brian wear so we can go out in the daylight, oh and if your wondering how Luna can go out in the sun it's because she has a stretchy necklace that has the same power as the ring until she is old enough to get a better necklace or ring "Hello!" She grins and Brian smiles "what would you like me to sign" she places down an A4 paper and it's a picture of me and Brian looking into each other's eyes, wait, that's not a picture it's a detailed drawing "I brought this for you both, I drew it and I'd like you both to have it"i smile warmly "it's fantastic" she smiles shyly and puts the poster that has been signed by everyone except Brian on the table "what's your name?" He asks and she smiles "Bree" he nods and writes 'to an amazing talented fan Bree- Marilyn Manson!' She grins "thank you so much" he nods and she looks at Luna "by the way your daughter is adorable" we nod and smile and she leaves "thanks alot" she shouts as she leaves "what a lovely girl" Brian nods agreeing until Luna squirms and a small cry escapes her lips, I lean to the side grabbing a bottle "pass her here babe" he nods and I lay her in my left arm and use my right to feed her. she suckles on the teat and her nose scrunches every time she gulps.

Once she had finished the whole bottle I burp her gently then Brian takes her back, after another hour he is finally done and we get to go to the venue, once there I notice a Moses basket in the corner of the bands dressing room, I smile and lay a sleeping Luna in it, I cover her with her favourite blanket and Twiggy and Ginger smile "we had the tech guys get it ha!" I smile "thank you guys!" They nod and Brian walks in panting "lock the bloody door" I run over and pull the dead bolt across looking out of the peep hole to see ten fan girls "how did they get in here?" Brian pants "followed us! They nearly killed me" I go over to him and he pulls me into his lap and I peck his lips.

Soon enough they went on stage and the set list was

This is the new shit
Mobscene
Tainted Love
Sweet Dreams
I don't like the drugs
Coma white.

Tonight I didn't dance since I had a child three days ago, I look down at the baby monitor in my hand as it lights up, I go into the room to see Luna awake as crying, I pick her up and grab the last bottle I had ready and I put the teat against her lips she latches on quickly and suckles fast. Brian soon enters the room looking very sweaty "ugh jeez, sweaty men!" I giggle and they all grin except Twiggy "I'm not sweaty!" I stick my tongue out at him and he gasps "rude.." I giggle again and look down to see the bottle empty and Luna asleep again, I yaw loudly and Brian grabs our stuff "see you later guys!" They all nod saying bye, me and Brian make our way home to bed along with our little angel.