Here we go again
I'm letting you come back
Ruin my life again
You can't have control over me
My thoughts and my insecurities
Should NOT be dictated by you!
But they are
Still to this day I remember
Every word
Every hit
Every touch
Every time you made me behave
But I stayed quiet
Because I was a good girl
Complacent
Codependent
And I wasn't to speak unless spoken to
That's what you did for me
Why can't I be happy
In my life
With my husband
With my friends
My family
That's the thing
Nothing can fix what you did
You're still ruining me
All these years later
And no one can save me
