It comes so fast
All at once
Your whole world comes crashing around you
You're mad, sad, confused
Then you end up numb
You're numb until you see an article
Or a picture
Or you think of a memory
Then it comes in a tidal wave of emotions just like the first time
Why
Why
Why is the only question that comes to mind
Then, it's all over
The same numbness consuming you again
Until another wave hits
And you're falling hard and fast
So hard and fast you forgot to brace yourself
Smack
Face first on the ground
Devastated by the surrounding area
Heartbreak, betrayal, lies, hurt, and pure evil
And he's alive
Why is he alive
Why is she gone
Why did he do this
Why
Why
Why is still the question
A question I guess I'll never have the answer to
