Perhaps Love

Chapter 22

I'm resting now, after I cleaned our apartment. I'm famished. I'm getting bored. Tsktsk I'm not used to be just at home. I've been at home for 3 days now. I even resigned to my job at day. Well Hestia said I should resign at the Pub. I just told her my salary there is higher than my job as an admin in a private company. So I choose to stay in the Pub.

I sighed, I'm sipping my coffee, I smirked, and my OB said coffee is not good for me. I look at my stomach and touch it. "I'm sorry baby, mommy loves coffee."

It's also been 3 days now when Maica and I talked. Still can't believe at her. There was a relief that she don't hold any grudge to me but also there's a feeling of sadness? I've never heard anything from Sven. I guessed he's still in shocked or angry at me? I sighed, I don't even know how'll I act or say when we see each other.

As I am in a deep thought, I heard the doorbell rang. Hmmmmm I'm not expecting anyone Hmmmm maybe its Brenda, maybe she forgot to bring the key with her. I stood up and open the door.

"Oh," I didn't expect it. It's Sven, I can't find any words to say. I just stare at him, he's a messed. I can still smell alcohol from him. Is he drunk?

"Didn't someone tell you that staring at someone is not good?" He said and smirked at me.

I was back to my senses, "What are you doing here?"

"Can you please atleast let me in first?" He told me,

"Oh, sorry. Come inside." I told him. He walks inside. Did he drink at this time? Its broad day light.

He sit one of the couch. I shook my head. "Do you want coffee? Looks like you need it." I stand beside the couch where he's sitting right now.

He look up to me and smirked, "no I won't be long, I just want to show you how I look right now."

I was shocked by what he said, I could not understand what he meant by that. I just look at him. And he look at me so coldly.

He stood up and faced me. Now I'm the one who's looking up on him. He's taller than me.

He smirked again before he stare at me so fiercely, like he's holding his anger. He walks while still his eyes on me. And I had to walk backwards too without blinking an eye. I just stop walking until I could no longer walk backwards because I could already feel the wall behind me. I look away I could feel his warm breathe and I smelled the alcohol from it.

"Look at me, look what have you done to me. My life is a messed right now. I wanted you to know that. Look at me!" He shout and he harshly touch my chin to make me look at him.

I felt like I'm about to cry, I tried to hide it. "Why are you doing this to me?"

"What? You really asking me that? F*** Fran! F*** you! I should be the one asking you that! Why you're doing this to me? Why?!" He shouted at me.

"I didn't do anything wrong Sven! You think I wanted to be in this situation too?" I can't help it anymore, I burst out all of my tears.

He smirked, "You ruined my life Fran, and I know that baby is not mine!"

I was shocked by what he said, I stared at him.

"Yes! That baby isn't mine. How could I know it's mine huh? It's just one night Fran! One night! How possible is that baby will be there?" He accused me.

"How dare you?!" I shouted back at him, I push him hard.

He glared at me, "I know that trick Fran, and so don't you ever use it with me. I will never fall on that." He said and walks towards the door. But before opening it, he looks back at me.

"I will never ever love someone like you. I will never ever accept you and that baby in my life." Then he walks out and closed the door.

I was left dumbfounded and my heart hurts too much. I let go all of my tears.

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I'm preparing myself for work. When my phone rang. I checked who it is. I saw Hestia calling.

"Hello Hest!" I answered the call.

[Hello Fran, are you available tomorrow night?]

"I have duty tomorrow night, why?"

[I told you to stop working there, it won't be good to you and to your baby.]

"Sis, I'm fine okay? Yesterday I went for check-up and we're fine."

[Haissst, why won't you listen to me?]

I chuckled, "well it's because I'm older than you and I know what I'm doing?"

[Older than me your face! Anyway, can you please take off tomorrow?]

"Hmmm I'll try, why?"

[Well, Benedict's family wants to talk to you.]

"Wait, what? Did they know already?"

[Yeah last week,]

Last week? Oh my! It's been a week when Sven came to me. Maybe that's why he came to me. Oh God!

[Hello Fran? Are you still there?]

"Huh? Yeah, ahmm what did they said?"

I heard she sighed, [Well it's really not good, his father got angry at Sven, even Benedict.]

"Huh? Why?"

[Tito and Tita asked Sven to marry you. And Sven got angry to them.]

"Oh my, why would they asked him like that?"

[Well, it's because you have a baby with Sven. Even Benedict wants Sven to marry you.]

"Oh Hestia! It's not necessary at all."

[What? Fran! He's the father of your baby, he should be responsible for it.]

"Hest! It doesn't mean he needs to marry me, okay? I don't want to be married to someone I don't love. And someone who don't love me at all!"

[Didn't you have feelings to him?]

"Oh come on Hest! What the f*** are you saying?"

[I feel it Fran, don't you dare deny it to me. I saw how you looked at him. That's the way used to look at Ben.]

"Oh for the love of God! I don't what you were talking about."

[Just take off tomorrow, Ben and I will fetch you. Bye Love you!] And she cut the call.

What the? Did she just hang up on me and I couldn't even say no? I sighed, that's why he's so mad at me that day.

I touch my stomach. "Baby, tell me what Mama need to do?"