Perhaps Love

Chapter 12

Sober.

Oh! I groaned as I felt my head is aching. And I felt something heavy on my stomach. Then I opened my eyes.

Where am I? I asked myself and I checked what that heavy thing on my stomach is. It's an arm placed peacefully on my stomach. Oh! Holy mother of God!

Then flashback of those things happened last night came to my mind. And I look the one who's beside me. Sleeping peacefully. Holy S***.

What did I do? I cursed too much in my mind. I wanted to bang my own head on the wall. I slowly removed Sven's arm on my stomach. Trying not to wake him up.

I slowly get out of the bed. And picked up my clothes. I'm trying to find my dress last night but I couldn't find it. S***! I need to get out from here before he wakes up. Never mind. I'll just wear his shirt again. I quickly dressed and slowly walk out from his room. Quickly get my things and get out from his apartment.

I reached the elevator and left. Oh! Francesca! What have you done? I asked myself. I beat my own head. You're one of a hell stupid lady!

I reached the ground floor and never even bother that people seeing me dressed in an oversized shirt and a big short.

I got out from the building and take a taxi. Good thing there's a taxi already waiting outside his building.

I got in and tell the driver my place.

I leaned my head on the headrest of the car and closed my eyes. Tears fell from my eyes. What happened last night shouldn't happened. I should have control my drinks last night. F****** beer! I cursed. I smirked. It was a big mistake for sure on his part. We're just talking about his girlfriend. How he was hurt and how he loves her so much. Then f***!

Why I let that happened. Gosh!

But I can't help but to feel happy? For what happened last night to us. I didn't experience it before. Though I have experience once. Only once. I sighed. I gave myself before to the wrong man. Then it happened again.

Oh Gosh! Fran! Why did you do that? Again in a wrong man. He's not even your boyfriend. He even don't love you. Why?!

"Miss?" The taxi driver said.

I came back to my senses, I didn't realize that we reached already.

I paid the taxi driver. "Thank you." And get out from the car.

I reached my apartment. And slowly walking towards to my room. When suddenly I heard a fake cough behind my back. I turn around and saw Brenda standing next to the kitchen door while holding her cup. And staring at me, she look from up to down and down to up.

I glared at her, "What?" I pretended to be irritated with the way she stared at me.

"Hmmmmm, nothing. I just want to ask where you slept last night."

Then she walks pass through me and sit on our couch.

"Here of course. I just went outside to go for exercise." I lied.

She smirked, "Girl, I know when you're telling the truth or not."

I stared at her. "I'm telling the truth" and I turn around to open my door when she said.

"I'm awake till 3am last night, I did not see you came." She laughed.

"I'm just right here Fran, if you want to talk about it." I hissed. Tsk.

"By the way that shirt looks good on you, hmmmmmm first time I saw that shirt." She said with a tone that I know she's teasing me.

I just ignored her and entered my room. Oh God!

"Girl! You have work today!" I heard her shout. I tap my forehead. I almost forgot Tsk.