Perhaps Love

Chapter 16

I drink and smirked, "How that is related on the question I asked how sure you are, that it's Sven shirt?"

Brenda laughed, "Friend the story is not finished yet," And winks at me.

"Then finish it Bren!" Dylan shout.

"Don't shout at me Dy, it's because you two are interrupting me, so here it is. I saw he was the one who called you so many times. Then I ignored it when I'm about to leave your room. He called again, so I answer it before I even speak to him, he was already saying. 'Where are you, Fran? Why did you leave without waking me up? And you left wearing my clothes? You let other people see you wearing only that? And..."

"And what?" we asked in chorus. Dylan and I were really curios.

"I don't know if I'm supposed to tell this."

"Just say it Bren. Don't worry about me." I have a feeling that the next things Brenda will say isn't right. I drink my beer and open another one. And drink again.

"And he said," Brenda continues, "he said 'did you do this every time you had a one-night stand with someone?" Are you that low? ' I just control myself but I really wanted to shout at him but I just ended the call and turned off your phone. Sorry Fran. " Brenda sighed.

"Are you that low? Every time? One-night stand?" I repeat all those words. I drink again. Dylan holds my hand.

"Stop it, Fran." Dylan said in a serious voice. There's an anger sound on the way he speaks it.

"Am I that low?" I smirked. "God, I didn't even do a one-night stand to anyone after I gave myself to the wrong guy. And he says those things to me? Why? It's because I am not a V anymore?" I drink again. My heart really aches right now.

"Why am I hurting?" I laughed. "Why does it hurt? Why every word, comments from him I am hurting? I shouldn't be like this. I shouldn't feel any of this. He's not important in my life. But why I feel so hurt right now." I cried.

"Funny thing is," I continue while sniffing. "He just told me a while ago that we need to forget that. It's a big mistake. That night shouldn't happen. And oh! He even told me that he loves his girlfriend so no one can really know about what happened to us that night." I laughed sarcastically.

"And why do I have to feel so hurt when he told me those things? Why?!" I let out all my tears.

Brenda patted my back. "Perhaps, love? Maybe that's what you feel to him. It's the only reason I am thinking why you felt these feelings."

"I'm going to kill him." Dylan said. I saw him. His face was not like his face a while ago. He really looks serious and angry. "I may have a soft side. But I still do have a manly side."

"Dy, please." I know him when he's angry the other part him will really come out.

"I don't want any trouble, Dy. So please." I pleaded to him.

"It's fine, okay I get it. You had s** with him but the thing is both of you had an alcohol in your system that night. And we can just let it go, he can just let it go of it. But why does he have to insult you?" He drinks again.

"Stop it Dy. Anger will not do good things with us, okay?" Brenda sighed. "That's why I didn't confront you, because I know it won't do good."

"But I can't believe, love grows in you Fran. I thought it won't happened to you." Brenda teased me trying to ease the tensed in all of us.

Dylan started to laughed. "The amazona knows that feeling?" I glared at him and throws the pillow on him.

"Of course, I know that feeling! I felt that before with the wrong guy that's why I lose my hmmmmmm then I felt it again with the wrong guy again." I cried again.

"Oh, our Franny girl! 'Dylan said." Stop crying, I think you should also share this to your sister. "

"Oh no!" I spoke. Hestia should not know about this. I won't let her know this. It'll break her heart once she knows her sister failed again. In the name of so-called love. If the first one was really love. Or just an infatuation. This time is a little different. I sighed.