Light my Hellfire

Chapter 16

I woke up on Eddie's bed with his head on my chest and his arm draped over my hips. I smiled as the sun peeked through the makeshift curtains Eddie pinned to his windows. I softly yawned as I played with his hair and crossed my legs. I took in more details as he slept. He had an ashtray full of half smoked and fully smoked cigarette butts, a pack of condoms on the night stand, his guitar still hing on the wall. He had an acoustic guitar on his dresser and a few amps and speakers. His room was littered with various cassettes of different rock and metal bands. I noticed a bottle of old spice on the dresser too. I really wanna see whatever he has hidden in his closet that he told me about last night. I was too tired to pay attention to what he had been saying. He stirred and yawned.

"Is it possible to live in a moment forever?"

"Sadly, no." I sighed.

"Because if I could choose one it would be this moment."

"Me too, Baby." I smiled at him. "We should do this more."

"I'll remember that." He grinned, "We gotta get ready for school."

"Don't remind me. Can we ditch today?" I asked.

"Don't turn me on like that. I have a D in my History class. I can have a C-!" He said as he propped himself on his elbows and looked at me.

He is absolutely fucking beautiful when he first wakes up. He is breath taking and I just want to stare at him forever. He was rubbing his eyes and smiling at me.

"Eddie Munson are you trying?!" I smiled.

He grinned, "Maybe. But we do have to go. I already ditched this week. A lot."

"Why?" I asked.

"So I could sit outside your window and make sure you were safe. I ditched a lot when you were in your room..."

"Eddie," I smiled as I held his cheek, "Baby... You didn't have to do that."

"I know. I wanted to. Jason isn't gonna touch you ever again." He promised. "Now let's get ready. You can borrow one of my shirt-"

"I want this one." I smiled as I stood on his bed and twirled in his Hellfire Club tee.

"When did you take off the shorts?" He asked as he raised an eyebrow.

I stood on his bed in my panties and shirt... Guilty as charged I slipped those off while he was checking the locks last night.

"I don't know what you're talking about." I grinned, "Help me down?"

He held a hand out to me to keep me steady as I stepped down and handed me my shorts from yesterday.

"I don't have my books." I grinned.

"Baby, you memorized the damn things. Let's go." He smirked as he smacked my ass on our way out the door.

On the way to school I should've felt nervous, this was my first day back since stupid fucking Jason. Eddie firmly held my hand as we walked in. A few curious glances caught us but who cares? There was no sign of Jason until I got to my locker. He was walking down the hall and sped up to keep away from Eddie's glare.

****Eddie's POV****

After I walked Y/N to class I had PE with Harrington. Now would actually be the perfect time to talk to him. I've been noticing lately that my feelings for Y/N go beyond a crush or just mutual feelings... I fucking love her and I wanna tell her but I don't wanna scare her off... Sometimes girls don't like that shit and I don't think Y/N would hate me but she'd probably feel like this was way too fast... I got changed for PE and met up with Steve.