I let out a sigh and leaned back on the desk as u finished up. I kept looking at Loki while he was looking at the floor, I let out a sigh. He looked up at me.
"Why did you decide to tell me?" he asked
"Well I don't know, I know you're misunderstood. From hearing what Thor said and explained a lot." I said
He looked at me.
"And I figured you would, you know understand. In a way, why am always so snappy at people and stuff" I said
He nodded his head.
"Am terribly sorry that happened to you..." he said
"Its fine... It's just hard to get over it." I said
I scratched behind my ear and let my eyes wander around the room. I could feel his eyes on me, I slightly bit my lip and took in a deep breath. I looked back up at him and he still was looking at me, I blinked but he kept looking. I gave him a slight awkward smile, he chuckled and shook his head slightly.
"So want to play more of that weird game of yours." he said
"I was just thinking that." I said
I walked over to him and grabbed his arm and we were off. We were now in my room and playing the night away.
I was off my shift from watching Loki, I was in the kitchen. Thor was here today with jane, I was sitting on the barstool eating a pop tart that I stole from Thor.
"Wow your hair is so pretty." said Jane
I felt her reach her arm towards my hair, I grabbed her arm and looked at her dead in the eye. She looked very startled, I realized what I was doing I immediately let go of her arm.
"I am so sorry." I said quickly
"No don't worry I should be sorry." she said
There was silence.
"Uhm I will be back I need to use the restroom." I said
I stood up and walked away.
"You should be careful with touching other people..." I heard Thor say as I walked off.
I sped walked to the bathroom and locked myself in it. I leaned on the door and put my hands over my face and let out a frustrated sigh. I am not really a person of physical contact, with people i dont know. With people i do it's completely fine but with people i dont know theres the problem, I cut off my really long hair after what happened to me. Now its just a mullet its pretty fluffy and it's everywhere i also dyed it since my hair was a hazelnut color, its black with streaks of purple and red. I did it for me so if I ever bump into that person again they won't be able to recognize me from behind and it will be harder for them to drag me away. I sighed and left the bathroom and went up to my room. I threw myself onto my bed, I stayed there for a bit. I felt someone behind me, I slowly sat up and turned.
"For fucks sakes Loki you scared me." I snapped
"Sorry dear didn't mean too." he said
"Don't do that." I said
I could feel my face turning red slightly. I looked at him and he smirked, my eyes slightly widened and I turned away from him.
"Aren't you supposed to be in your cage?" I said
"There is a thing casting illusions." he said
I felt him sit next to me I suddenly felt his hand on my waist and I jumped back and was about to strike. He looked startled, then his expression turned into a soft one.
"Im.. I'm sorry." I said as I sat back down
"Dear don't worry it was me who needs to say it, am sorry for touching you without your consent." he said softly
I felt a tear go down my cheek, Loki then noticed and he slightly opened his arms signaling it was okay. I crawled over to him and sat in between his legs and leaned on him, he wrapped his arms around me and held me tight, I let more tears drop from my eyes and onto my face. He moved his hand up to my head and started running his hands through my hair, it sent shivers down my back. I looked up at him and saw a soft expression on his face while looked at me. He turned me to face him, he put his hand on my cheek and with his thumb he cleared the tears.
"Loki..." I said
"Yes?" he answered softly
I held his face with my hands and leaned in and kissed him. I felt him freeze, I pulled back and didn't dare to make eye contact with him. He put his hand under my chin and turned my face to face him, he had a slight smirk on his face. I raised my eyebrows at him.
"I thought you hated my guts miss Adams." he said
"I well kind of liked you for a while now..." I admitted
"Oh what's this now?" he said
He turned my face again to face him and had a a soft expression on his face.
"Nex are you okay?" he asked
"Yep totally fine." I said
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He is not my boyfriend Vol. 1
Fanfiction"He is not my boyfriend stark" Loki seems to be falling in love with a foolish mortal. But she dosent seem to be as foolish as he thought. But with her not want to accept her feelings towards him. Its an emotional roller coaster for both. this is...
