Chapter 17

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Loki P.O.V.
I had a feeling nex was not sleeping, i looked over at the clock on the nightstand. 3:55 in the morning, i got up from the bed and walked towards the bedroom door. I grabbed the door knob and opened the door, i stepped out to the cold empty corrider. I saw Nex's door, and walked over to it, i could hear my footsteps eco as i walked towrds her door. For some reason i had an odd feeling i would not find her in there, i ignored that feeling and knocked on her door. No response. I knocked again but a little harder. No response again.
"Nex?" i said
No answer.
"Nex dear are you in there?" i called out
I grabbed the door knob, i hesitated in opening the door, i tightened my grip on the door knob i pulled down and opened the door. The room was dark only lit by her machines on the screen a video was playing, i walked over to her desk, i grabbed the her chair and turned it to face me, the chair was empty. I quickly walked over to her bed and saw that her clothes on the bed, i turned and saw that  the closet where she kept her suit and her suit was not where it was supposed to be. My heart slightly dropped and i snapped my fingers and i was in my asgardian leather, i then snapped my fingers and i was on the top of the avengers tower i looked over the city to see if she was flying around anywhere i then saw something rising, it looked like a person on a pole.
"Nex..." i whispered
I quickly snapped my fingers and was close by her, she then swinged away. She was far off, i then teleported back to her but this time i was on the ground. I grabbed her staff so it would make her lose balance and fall, and as fore told it did. She got stuck in mid air and with the force she was using she went falling down, i quickly teleported to where i predicted she would fall. I saw her falling through the air and i saw her coming down faster and faster by the second, i jumped and teleported to her, i caught her in my arms, and teleported us somewhere safe. We were on top a building, i set her down and she slummed down.
"Nex what were you doing at this time in the moring?" i said
She was quiet no reaction. I got closer to her and got on one knee and got close to her.
"My dear, whats wrong?" i said
She inhaled sharply and burst into tears, i quickly grabbed her and cradled her in my arms i sat down against the brick wall and kept cradling her, i put her head on my chest and ran my fingers through her soft silky hair, her black hair with her red and purple streaks. I looked down to her, she was covering her face with her hands. I grabbed her hand and lowered it down, i was able to see her flushed face from the hard crying i lifted her face by her chin with my index finger to see her eyes. Her eyes expressed more pain then i have ever even seen or heard her express.
"My dear, what is wrong?" i asked gently
"I just... i am just. I just..." she stumbled on her words
She dropped her face to her hands again, i again lifted her face and put one of my hands on her face and rubbed my thumb on her cheek.
"Darling, please no more tears. Am terribly sorry your feeling like this, i hate seeing you in pain, it causes me pain seeing you like this. So tell me why are you so upset." i said gently
"I just keep having terrible flashbacks and dreams about what happened all those years ago..." she answered
She buried her head in my chest and gripped my shoulder tight. I put my hand on her head and stroked her hair.
"And every day there is just a permanent reminder there." she breathed out
"...."
"Can you take me back to my room please loki..." she whispered
"Of corse my dear." I answered
I stood up and picked her up, I teleported us back to her room. I put her down on her bed.
"Am going to change..." she mumbled
I nodded and was about to walk out when I felt a tug, I turned back and looked down at her tear stained face.
"Please stay... Am scared loki... Am really scared..." she whispered
I looked at her and sat behind her, she unzipped her suit and it fell off her shoulder. Revealing a big scar going down her back with slashes going across the big scar.
"This... This is my reminder..." she whispered
"May I...?" I asked
She nodded her head, I slid the tips of my fingers down the scar, just imaging the pain she must have gone through. I bit my lip as I heard her silent sobs. She grabbed her sleep clothes and changed, and turned to face me. I opened my arms a little to signal her to come here, she crawled over to me and laid her head on my chest while her body rested on my legs.
"My dear, please do not cry more. I am here to protect you, I swear no harm will ever be brought Upon you. You will be forever safe from anything that brings you harm. I swear on my life." I said

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