Chapter 18

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I was looking up at the ceiling all night. Hugging nex and to make sure she was okay. Surprisingly she didn't wake up all night and stayed sound asleep. I looked over at the counter top clock and it was seven in the morning, nex started slowly waking up and she opened her eyes, she sat up and looked down on me.
"You look terrible." She said
"Well good morning to you too." I answered
"What you just look like u didn't sleep all night." She said
I propped myself up on my elbows and looked at her. She smiled and i rolled my eyes at her. She got up from the bed and walked over to her monitors, i dropped myself back on the bed and let out a sigh.
"What are you sighing about." She said
"Am i not allowed to breathe?" I said
She threw her shirt at my face, i took off the shirt from my face and sat up, as I did i saw her back topless, along with her scar. I could feel the heat rising to my face. There was a ringing going off.
"Loki can you pass me my phone." She said
I looked for it and grabbed it, i stood and went over to her and handed her the phone. And she answered it.
"What tin can?" She said
Taking a wild guess that its Stark. She kept talking to him. I started pacing around the room and looking at the things closer since her room was full blown decorated. I walked over to a picture on the wall and saw it was what i assume was her family.
"Ey Loki we need to go run some errands for stark." She said
I turned and faced her and nodded. She was fully changed now and she grabbed her bag and tugged me along. I walked beside her in silence, i glanced over at her. She looked driffrent from yesterday night, well obvoisly she does but its like she needed to let all that out she looks, like a huge weight has been lifted from her, in a way she looks lighter.
"Loki?" She said
"Yes?" I hummed
"You... you dont see me diffrently now after i told you right..?" She said
I looked at her, while she kept looking foward to the street.
"Why would you think that?" I said
"I dont know, i just feel like its something that would drive pepole away from me... in a way like its something gross or that am not worth anything to them..." she said
It was hard to hear her say this about the hard situation she went throgh. I cant immagie how she must have felt at that moment.
"Well to answer youre question, no nothing has changed the way i see you, i stil see you as the beautiful women you are. Nothing in the world can ever change my views in that. Nothing." I said
I looked down to her and i could see the side of her face while we kept walking, she was a light shade of pink. I smiled to myself.
Nex P.O.V.
Its been about a few hours of being out running errands with loki, we went to walmart becouse tin can wanted his favourit seasonal sugar cookies. And hes says they are in no other place like walmart. I would hae thought diffrently of how stuck up he can be. We went to the cookie area and looked for what his stupid cookies. I felt a tap on. my shoulder and looked behind me.
"Hawks what the hell are you doing here?" I said
Unfortinaently hawks happened to be here as well, how did he know where loki and i were.
"Nothing just shopping for some household items. What about you two?" He said
"Just getting toney some of his so caled unique cookies." I said
"And why did loki acompany you?" Hwaks smugly said
"Probably becouse i want her to stay safe and dont want creeps to get near her." Answered loki flatly
I looked at loki with a face of anger and embarrasment, and looked back at hawks. He had that stupid smug face he always does.
"So you her boyfriend yet?" Hawks said
"HAWKS HE IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND DAMN IT!" I said raising my voice at him
"Right.." he replyed
"Am not her boyfriend you stupid bird." Said loki snarling
"Sheesh alright alright... anyways see you guys around i got stuff to do and am pertty sure you will be very busy..." he said smugly
"HAWKS." I snapped
He waved and left. I shook my head and got on with the errands.
And the hours flew by again, we made it to the avengers tower. And droppped of starks cookies.
"Hey loki want to go to starbucks?" I asked him as i put down some bags
"Whats that?" He said
"What the fuck do you mean whats that." I said
"...yeah... whats starbucks..." he said
"Okay you and i are going." I said
He set down the bags he was carrying, i grabbed his hand and dragged him to the elevator. I pressed the button and waited for the door to open, there was ping and the elavator doors opened and we both walked inside.
"Okay so what do you like more coffee or frapuchino?" I asked
"...frapuchino?" He asked slowly
"Do you not know what that is?!" I exclaimed
He shook his head and i just stared at him.
"What do you expect. I live in anothor world." He siaid
"Okay so a frapuchino, is like blended ice with flavors.. i dont know how to discribe it but hmmmmmm......" i said
He looked at me while i thinked how to discrbe it. I looked down and realized i still was holding his hand. I quickly let go and crossed my arms. I felt my face turning red He chuckled.
"The fuck you laughing about." I said
"Nothing." He said
I shook my head, the elevator doors opened and we walked out. I pulled out my phone and searched for the nearest starbucks, it was only a fifteen minute walk.
"Alright we are fifteen minutes away." I said
"Do you want to teleport there?" Asked loki
"Nah, i like walking at night and looking at all the new york stuff, comeon walking will be fun." I said

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