I will not lose

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Don't get weary.

I know it's hard sometimes, I know you going to cry Some Nights.
the sky above you won't always be blue,  I hope you hear me,
they say what doesn't kill you make you stronger but sometimes that isn't true.

What am I afraid of inside, maybe I'm not fine, maybe I've been going out of my mind, when I go to sleep is never quiet, and I know I'm not the only one I'm really preaching to the choir.

I can't hear his voice cause everything is crowded, bottled all my problems tell no one about it, suffering in silence
Giving it to God and having faith he got it.

Please don't feel bad if you can't understand, you don't need to hold my hand I'll be fine,  don't try to rescue me cause this is my destiny.

God give me Clarity keep preparing me cause real love is so hard to find. I suffer from people who don't love me equal, but yet I pretend that I'm fine.

Don't look back at me,  don't let me waste your time, get your stuff and leave is not fit for you to have to wait for me, memories in my head replaying, I suffer from side effects I hope you know, am trying my best.

One day I woke up and realized that no one is coming to save me, I will not lose
One day you'll realize there is no power in caring what others thinks about you.

All to Jesus
I surrender all
To thee I freely give
I will ever love
And trust him
In his presence daily live.

I hear you knocking but I won't answer you, and just when am sure I've got no worth in me, your love came crashing through the door braking down all the walls.

God thank you for giving me constant access to your present, because you are always with me, I can experience Joy at all times. I don't always live life Marked by Joy. Too often instead of trusting you,
I let my problems dictate my reaction, please forgive me! Fill me whit your joy and peace, so by the power of your holy spirit, I may abound in hope at all times,

Help me to live a life Marked by unforgettable joy, in Jesus name Amen.

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Love Anai



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