My is Hearts beating out of my chests.. the door is locked but the keys is in my hands sounds weird right. It feels wrong but it feels right.
The person in the mirror is not a perfect one, I look at her everyday and think she's not good enough.
I always felt like no one listened to me, there's so much going on in my head that people would never see.
Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me, but I don't wanna die I just want some relief.
When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
I no longer feel things, I know I should where's the real me? Am lost and it kills me inside.
When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed?
Where's the person that I know? They most have left whit all of my faith
Am scared to live, but am scared to die, and if life is pain I buried mines a long time ago, but it's still alive.
I don't pray like I used too, I can't just keep waiting on you say something Lord please just say something, even as I write these lines am close to tears, my inner voice tells me "keep that chin up and try to smile.
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The lord is my strength and my shield, my heart trust in him and he helps me
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His broken princess
Historia CortaI understand the thoughts of suicide that do reside but when I sit and think about my family I feel new inside, I promise I would cause a thousand deaths before I cause them any pain but somehow I end up killing everything. I cry for you I would die...
