I chase the moment when I had it I felt alive, but now that the thrills is gone, I fell dead inside.
I feel that everyone knows the secrets I wanna hide, and everytime they ask me how am doing, I just say am fine.
To embarrassed to share, it or maybe too much pride, I create my own prison, holding the keys inside, trying to convince God that am not a waste of his times.
What's wrong whit me?
Am I defective?
I keep on making a mess, why can't I ever get together?
Soon people going find out, am not what they expected, they see who I really am then I end up rejected.
So lonely, I hope one day to be happy as I pretend to be.
I fell in love Whit my pain, and I slept whit my regrets, happiness saw it happen maybe that's why she got up and left, Joy said she's not coming back..
I've always had problems whit relationship but that's what happens when you see the world true broken lens.
Became a public figure, but my struggle were in private, only started tasting freedom when am being honest, and I learned when am weak is when I start seeing God the strongest.
I look at the world from different angles, people change, even satan used to be an angel, think twice before biting on the hands that made you.
Stay close to people you know are loyal to you, cut out the lies grab your own glass and fill it don't let fear destroy you.
Jesus washed away all of my sin.
My strength and my comforter,
My hope my joy and my happiness is only found in him I will forever praise his name the one who took my chain away.
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From ashes to beauty
Love anai
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His broken princess
Short StoryI understand the thoughts of suicide that do reside but when I sit and think about my family I feel new inside, I promise I would cause a thousand deaths before I cause them any pain but somehow I end up killing everything. I cry for you I would die...
