BTS' Manager

Goodbye Brother

It's been 1 week since Yoongi started sleeping next to me. When he was sure all the members were asleep he would come to calm me down. So the passed days I've been sleeping soundly thanks to him. Today is the 21st I woke up sad. Luckily there isn't anything to do at work. I sat on my bed. Looking at the window aimlessly. One and the same people have been calling since the day broke but I didn't pick up so I switched off my phone. I have been staring at that window since I woke up. It's 13:30pm I haven't eaten anything, spoken to anyone, looked away from the window, I've been silent the whole time and I can't hear anything at all. Meanwhile someone came knocking on my door and calling my name but I couldn't hear anything. As I was staring at the window, someone came knocking at it for at least 2 minutes before I realized it was Taehyung. "Oh My Gosh Taehyung!!!!!" I said snapping out of my thoughts. He walked back to the front door. I had bolted it inside so his keys couldn't open the door. "I've been knocking and calling your name for---- What's wrong you look so sad?" Taehyung asked. "It's really nothing I don't feel like doing anything today. Maybe I'm a little tired that's all." I said while going back to my room slowly. Taehyung ran Infront of me and stop me from entering my room. "Taehyung please let me go in." I said while looking down. He held my chin up "Hey look at me it's ok. Why are you like this?" He asked. "Nothing" I said with my voice cracking. He just pulled me in a hug and I felt so safe that I just broke. "I lost the most precious person to me on this day. I lost my brother." I said while crying and hugging him tighter. He was shocked to hear that then he hugged me more. "It's ok You're ok. It's fine He's in a better place now. Calm down You're with me I'm here for you" He said softly while stroking my hair. Those words make cry more and hug him tighter. "Thank *sniff* TaeTae." I said while hugging him. He smiles "You're welcome Jasminie" He says. "Tae, can I have sometime alone?" I asked him. "Of course take as long as you want." He said while breaking the hug. As he was about reaching the door, "Hey Tae" I said. "Yeah?" He answered. " Please don't tell the other members about this. I'll tell them myself after I get back" I said with my head down. He walked over to me "I understand Jasminie. I won't" he said. Then he kissed my head and left. I was shocked at his action and just stared at the door for a while while blushing and smiling. I went back to bed just looking up at the ceiling above me silent tears running down my face and I was playing all the memories in my head of him. After 2 hours I woke brushed my teeth and took a shower then changed into this outfit.
My outfit

I had to tell BTS that I was going out. If I don't tell them they will be worried. I walk up to the house sadly this time I watch where I'm going. I knocked on the door but there was one in the living room. I walk around the house then I hear all of their voices coming from the gaming room. I knock on the gaming room door. "Come in" Seokjin said. "Hey" I said while coming in. They were all so concentrated. "Hello You guys I'm right here!" I said. Taehyung looked up and froze. "Taehyung hyung help please help. Wait Taehyung hyung?" Jungkook said while turning to look at Taehyung. Taehyung was out of this world. He looked at what Taehyung was looking at and froze. "Why are Jungkook and Taehyung not moving? come on we need your help." Seokjin said while looking up and froze too. When the other members noticed they looked up too. "Wow Jasmine you look beautiful very very beautiful." Taehyung said. "Thank you TaeTae." I said. "I'm going out now. I'll be back just a little late around 18:00pm or so. I'll explain when I get back I promise well bye." I said while waving to them and leaving. They managed to wave back still looking at me. "Yah all of stop looking at her like that she's our head Manager get your heads back in the game." Seokjin said. "You act as if you weren't also looking at her like that hyung" Yoongi stated. "Yah Yoongi-ah !!!!" Seokjin yelled and Yoongi chuckled. Everyone laughed and turned back to the game but Taehyung kept staring sadly at the door then finally turns back to the game. *I hope she's ok. She's a strong girl Yoongi She'll be fine Focus on the game for now* Yoongi thought to himself. I got to town by walking instead of going with the driver. I walked around the streets of Seoul got a bouquet of blue flowers his favourites before going to my brother's grave. I reached my brother's grave but I found someone sitting there. It's Eunha. She stood up and looked at me. I broke down in tears and I ran to hug her. We cried hugging each other for a while before we broke apart. I sat next to my brother's grave and cried. "I'm really sorry Jaemin if not for my stubbornness you would still be here forgive your little sister please~" I said while crying and putting my head on his grave. Eunha sat next to me and rubbed my arms while silently crying. Me and her put the flowers on his grave together. She had also brought red flowers and there were a bunch of purple flowers around his grave. After some minutes of crying I stopped and looked Eunha tears still falling from my eyes. "Jas I know this will make you sad but Your parents were here earlier from 8:00am till 13:30pm. I got here around 12:17pm. They asked where were you and they have been trying to call since morning but you switched off Your phone. I tried to call you after they left but your phone was still switched off. They told me to call them if you come but I'm not going to do that you have meet your parents by yourself. They really miss you and by miss you I mean more of your Dad than your Mom." Eunha explained. "So that's where the purple flowers came from. Mom never wanted me to live like this she had other plans for me. I wanted to experience life normally without their plans for me." I told her "Wait how are have you been sleeping without someone to sleep next to you?" She asked. "I told you I'm handling it" I said. "You sure? I mean you do look fine and you look like you've sleeping well. How?" She asked. "I read a book on psychology and it helped me a lot." I told her. *I'm sorry I have to lie to you Eunha.*. "Typical miss Einstein" she said. Eunha's phone rings "Excuse me for a minute please." She asked. "Hello. Oh no Really?.......... Please is it really urgent..................... Ugh I'm in the middle of something here................. Fine I'll be right there" Eunha said on the phone. "I'm so sorry Jas. Something came up at the border with the new shipments of coffee beans. They need me to clear out the problem. I'm really sorry." Eunha apologized. "It's ok Unnie it's part of the duties of the new owner. Miss Kim Eunha owner of Kim's Coffee houses." I teased her. "You!!!! Thanks I'll make it up to you" She said before going to her car. I looked back at my brother's grave I had already stopped crying. "Hey Jae Guess what? I got fired from my job. I know you would be saying "Typical Jasmine still irresponsible" No not anymore. I think is was destiny because I got the best job ever working for a k-pop group. I know you'll probably say "Aish This girl" but It's the best job I can ever wish for. 7 boys namely: Kim Taehyung, Kim Seokjin, Kim Namjoon, Jung Hosoek, Jeon Jungkook, Park Jimin and Min Yoongi. They are all nice, kind, respectful, responsible, humble, fun and cute. I'm their head Manager and I live on the same grounds with them. I care deeply for all of them. *Sighs* I really wish you were here so you could meet them. They care a lot for me. I miss you a lot you know. I really wish you would come back to me. I love you forever my sweet brother." I said. I stayed there till around 19:02pm. Then I decided to go home. It was too late to walk so I call the driver to pick me up. He came and I got in the car. "Miss What are you doing at a cemetery?" The driver asked. "Uhh I went to visit my brother's grave. Today is the 11th year anniversary of my brother's death." I said. "Oh I'm sorry for your loss" He said. "It's ok. Wait sir, I just realized you know my name but I don't know yours?" I asked. He chuckled "My name is Han Seo Jun" he told me. "Ok Seojun-ssi" I said while smiling he saw it from the rear view mirror and smiled. He dropped me at the dock. "Good night Seojun-ssi" I said. "Good night Miss Jasmine." He said while driving away. Thank goodness there was at least 1 one more boat with a sailor. I got onto the boat and he sailed to the island. I got to the island safely. I was walking up the hill when someone threw themselves at me in a hug and I almost fell. And it was Taehyung. "Jasmine you're home. I was so worried about you. Come on let's go. It's cold out" Taehyung said. "Hmm" I hummed.