Prince Sakusa (SakuAtsu story)

Still Alive( Chapter 9)

Osamu Miya wasn't stupid. In fact he was quiet smart most of the time. He'd always been able to figure things out almost as quickly as snapping his fingers. So why was this time so different. Why after so long was he still unable to find his brother.
Blinking he did his best to suppress the tears that were threatening to spill down his face. What was he going to do? Yes his brother was annoying, arrogant, and the dumbest person he knew, but still he loved his twin with all of his heart and wanted him back more then anything. It was almost like a piece of him had gone missing.
Rubbing at his face he looked down at the posters in his hands. This was all his fault. If he hadn't been forced to drop him, then none of this would be happening. A small tear trickled down the side of his face falling off his chin before Osamu had a chance to wipe it away.
He flinched as a gentle hand was placed on his shoulder. " Samu, do you need to sit down." A soothing voice asked from behind him. " There's a bench just over there."
Osamu turned to face the speaker, blinking away more tears before meeting the others tired chocolate brown eyes. " No, I can't sit. Not until we get all the posters up."
" We've been out all morning." The shorter male said, reacting out and placing a hand on Osamu's face. " I know your worried, but you need rest."
Letting out a humerless laugh Osamu turned away. " Your one to talk Suna" He said, struggling to keep his voice from shaking. " I remember when I always used to tell you the same thing."
Suna let out a small huff before grabbing hold of Osamu's wrist, pulling the taller male back towards himself. "Don't make this about me." He said sternly. " You and I both know that your brother would want you to take care of yourself. He would want you to live a long healthy life."
" STOP IT" Osamu yelled, anger painting the corners of his vision red. "DON'T ACT AS IF HE'S DEAD. HE'S STILL OUT THERE WAITING FOR US TO FIND HIM."
" WE DON'T KNOW THAT" Suna screamed back, unable to hold back his own frustration any longer. He didn't want to hurt Osamu but he also didn't want his lover to develop false hopes, to believe his brother was alive when he probably hadn't made it even a day after the two had been separated. Taking a deep breath Suna forced himself to calm down again before continuing. " We both know what those men are capable of. Your father chose them for a reason, they're the best at what they do. Its hard, but your brother is probably gone."
Osamu grit his teeth, stepped forward so his nose was almost touching his boyfriends. " Atsumu is still alive. I can feel it. Like I always have been able to." He hissed grabbing the collor of Suna's shirt. " we're twins, and I know for a fact that he is out there somewhere waiting for me, and I'm not going to stop until I find him. Don't you dare even suggest that he could be dead ever again.....do you understand me".
Suna flinched back slightly and Osamu immediately felt a hint of guilt, but his anger was stronger. He didn't let the smaller boy go until he had nodded his understanding. When he did, Osamu turned and stalked away, looking for a wall that was empty enough to put one of his posters on. He felt that his brother was alive, and as long as that feeling remained he would stop at nothing to find him. He just hoped that Atsumu would be able to hang on until then.

( Hello everyone, I wanted to do a chapter in Osamu's point of veiw, so you could see what was going on in his head while Atsumu was away flirting with Sakusa. The next chapter will return to either Sakusa or Atsumu again. I hope you enjoyed. Thank you so much for reading. 💕)