I'm here (chapter 16)

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(Hello. Its me. The very lazy author who hasn't wrote anything for a while. Well I'm back with my story. So yeah. Here you go.)

Atsumu didn't move from the couch as Sakusa followed his brother from the room. They had told him to get some sleep, but to be honest he didn't think he could force himself to do so. There was still so many things he wanted to ask his brother. So many questions that desperately needed answers.
Yes, he was tired. But it wasn't anything he couldn't handle. Staring at his hands he took in a deep breath. No, he would stay awake until Sakusa came back inside.
"Atsumu." Suna's quiet almost bored voice pulled the blond from his thoughts. He looked up as the brunette sat down beside him, an emotion that he couldn't read resting on the boys face. "I'm glad your alright."
Atsumu smiled. "Did you miss me Suna?" He asked, shoving lightly into his old friends shoulder. " Even though you always said you wouldn't even notice if I went disappeared." Atsumu regretted his words instantly as Suna's face fell into one of pure and utter regret with a small amount of self louthing. "I didn't mean that, Suna."
Suna sighed, putting his head in his hands. "I know that." He said sadly. " It's just....I thought you were dead. A lot of people did. They said that looking for you was pointless and a waste of energy. That we should have had the funeral, grieved for awhile, and then move on with our lives."
Despite the ache that filled his chest at hearing those words, Atsumu smiled. "It wasn't all that unreasonable to say. After what happened it was only natural to assume. I mean, not to many people come back from those type of incedents."
"I know." Suna said simply and Atsumu knew he meant it. "But deep down I hoped you were alive, because everyday you were gone I watched Osamu lose a little piece of himself. I was scared that eventually there would be nothing left of him."
Atsumu blinked, stunned by his friends words. He had always known that Osamu loved him, even when he sometimes told him he didn't. Despite this he had never imagined that his brother wouldn't be able to get by without him. He was so much smarter then Atsumu and knew so much more.
Atsumu wasn't dumb but he had always known that his brother knew more then him. He would be able to do something with his life. Something extordinary. Like opening his own shop were he could sell his onigiri. The fact that Osamu was deeply affected by Atsumu's absence made the blonds throat tighten with fear. He didn't want to be the one to get in the way of his brother's future.
"Whatever your thinking stop it." Suna said from beside him, lightly bumping into his shoulder. " Its not your fault, okay." He waited for Atsumu to nod before getting up off the couch. "I meant what I said earlier, you should get some sleep. I'll go get your room ready and you can go to bed."
"I think i'd like to wait until Sakusa comes back inside." He said, lowering his gaze to his hands. "Thank you anyways."
Suna frowned slightly. "Are you sure?" Atsumu nodded. "Alright then." Suna said with a sigh. "Goodnight." He looked as if he wanted to say more, but turned and disappeared up the stairs.
Atsumu sat on the couch, listening to the crickets chirp outside. His head was still so full of questions, but that could wait. Right now he needed to stay awake until Sakusa came back inside....
As Atsumu drifted off to sleep, the world his head swirled, but one thought was clear in all the jumble. Would he still see Sakusa now that he had found his brother.
. . . . .

When Sakusa came back into the house his head ringing with what Osamu had told him, he found Atsumu asleep on the couch. His face was crinkled in a frown, and even while dreaming he looked to be rather worried. Osamu came in behind him, letting out a sigh when he saw his sleeping brother.
"Should we move him?" Sakusa asked, looking at Osamu from the corner of his eye.
"No, he'll wake up if you do." He said, rubbing his temple. "Just let him sleep for now." He paused. " Do you mind staying the night?" He asked nervously. "I think Atsumu would be quite upset if he woke up and you were gone."
"I don't mind if you don't." Sakusa said, smiling down at Atsumu's sleeping face. In truth he had been thinking about asking to stay anyways. After all once Atsumu had gotten everything cleared up with his twin, he planned to ask the gorgeous blond something important. So it best that he stayed.
"Course not." Osamu said, relief clear in his voice. " You can have the Atsumu's bedroom if your sure you don't mind, unless you'd prefer to sleep elsewhere."
Sakusa stepped closer to the couch where Atsumu still slept. " If its alright i think i'd like to stay down here with him." He ignored the way Osamu's eyes widened. " I can sleep on the floor. I'd just like to be here when he fkrst opens his eyes."
"A-alright." Osamu said after a moment. " I don't mind you staying down here." He stopped seeming to remember who he was talking to. " I can grab you a futon if you'd like, your majesty."
Stepping even closer to Atsumu, Sakusa nodded. "If it wouldn't be to much trouble."
"I'll do that then." The gray haired male got out before scampering off into a nearby hall. Next to Sakusa Atsumu mumbled something in his sleep. Sakua let out a soft chuckle resisting the urge to run his fingers through the smaller boys hair.
Outside amoung the many things that Osamu had told him one thing stuck out a little brouder then the others. Atsumu seems to really like you. Osamu had said. Like really really like you. The thought made Sakusa smile even wider. That is until Atsumu let out a small wimper beside him.
"Sakusa." Atsumu's voice sounded small and afraid as he spoke, and it took a couple of seconds for Sakusa to register that Atsumu was talking in his sleep. "Sakusa." He said again.
Sakusa stepped a bit closer leaning down next to Atsumu's ear. "I'm here." He whispered. "I'm right here. Forever."

( Thank you so much for reading. I hope you enjoyed. Also let me tell this Naruto joke that spoke to me on a deep personal level.

Why isn't a group of Uchiha's called a Sharingang?

Because their all Sharingone.

Hahaha..... Okay i'll leave.

Thank you for reading. Have a great day or night or whatever time it is where you are. ❤)


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