Prince Sakusa (SakuAtsu story)

I Need You (Chapter 19)

       (Hey...I'm here to write again now that prom is over. Anyways hope you enjoy)

   Atsumu didn't hug his father back as he cried, instead bringing his hands up to his face in an attempt to quell the overflowing tears. He had told himself that he wouldn't cry, but here he was bawling his eyes out.
     In all the years that he had lived his father had never once apologized to him and now that he was finally doing so all of Atsumu's overwhelming emotions came out at once. All of the saddness, anger, and fear that had built up over the last few days. Part of him wished that he had allowed Sakusa to come in with him, so that his arms would be around him instead of his fathers, but this was something he had to do. He needed to understand why father had done what he did.
      After several moments he forced his tears to stop, removing himself from his fathers grasp. " Why did you do it?" He asked, despite the fact that he already knew the answer. "Why did you let them take us. Were we not important to you."
       The man looked down, staring at the hard stone floor. " Of course I care about you two boys. Your very important to me. Your my sons and I love you." He paused his voice sounding pained when he continued. " I was desperate. I wanted your mother back so badly." At this he sunk back down to the floor, letting out a deep sadened sign. " I was wrong."  
       Atsumu resisted the urge to start laughing. Wrong? Well that had to be the understatement of the century. Wrong wasn't even the half of it, but that wasn't important now. "Why did you get arrested, father."
           The man went silent at this question, his eyes glazing over. He sat that way for several minutes before he finally responded. " Y-your mother is dead." His voice sounded choked as he said this. "I got a letter last week. They found the ship she had been on at the bottom of the ocean. She died....s-s-she's really....gone."
          Atsumu stared at his father waiting for the man to continue his explanation. He and Osamu had known their mother was dead for a long time, but had been unable to make their father come to terms with it all.  " When  I got the letter I went to the bar and drank as much a i could. When i woke up again I was in this cell. The guard outside told me that i gambled away the last of my money and more, and so I was arrested and now we're here." He paused again looking at Atsumu's face. "Forgive me."
        Sighing Atsumu walked to the door stopped just as he reached it. " I will." He said simply. "Someday. Not today though." With that he reached up and knocked on the door. He had nothing more to say to the man today. He would come back, when he cleared his head, but for now there nothing else for to do here.
      His head was empty as the officer lead him from the room and down the halls talking all the way. It stayed that way as he checked out and then left the building. Even as he met up with Osamu and Suna. Then as he walked past them and buried himself into Sakusa's arms. Only then did he allow his thoughts to start again.
         His headache dulled as he looked up into Sakusa's eyes, resisting the tears that threatened to well up in his own. He distantly heard his brother saying something behind him, but he ignored this, tightening his arms around the black haired prince, who smiled down at him in an almost nervous sort of way.
      " Are you alright Atsumu?" Sakusa asked, bending down so his face was inches from the blondes. Atsumu felt his heart start to pound in his chest as he nodded.
        "I need you, Kiyoomi Sakusa." He said softly, releasing the mans waist and allowing his hands to trail up to his face. "I can't live without you." The ravenette sighed happily, nuzzling down into the warmth of the blonds palms and staring deep into his eyes with a smile. Atsumu felt as if his heart would melt in his chest as they looked at each other and in the second Atsumu was that his words were the truth. He could no longer imagine his life without the Prince. Even attempting to do something was painful. In that moment Atsumu forgot everything but Sakusa. He forgot about every single thing in the world.  Nothing mattered but the man who stood in front of him.
        Taking one of Atsumu's hands in his own Sakusa's smile got a bit wider. "I need you to Atsumu." He said gently, his eyes tender and soft. 
     Forgetting that his brother was standing near by, Atsumu leaned upward until his nose was pressed against the youngers, feeling relife all the down to his core. " I love you." He said softly, running his thumbs over the Prince's cheeks. Then without warning, feeling his heart going a hundred miles an hour in his chest, he stood on his toes and pressed his lips to Sakusa's.

( Hahaha I'm ending the chapter there. Hope you enjoyed it. Have a lovely lovely day, night or whatever else there is. Thank you so much for reading. 💗)