Gotta Love The Chaos

In Love With A Nerd

Pairing: Smiley x 2018 Donnie

Background: the team meets Smiley when they encounter Baron Draxum. Soon Smiley stays with them and falls in love with the one that hates them. What happens when something goes wrong? Part 1.

The turtles were fighting Draxum until they heard a female voice yell out. "BARON DRAXUM! YOU FUCKIN LEFT ME! I HAD TO DRAG THE TEST SUBJECTS BACK THERE!" A person in a multi paint colored black sleeveless hoodie with extremely ripped up jean that had leggings under it. They had a dusty pink turtleneck under a dark pink shirt that was under the hoodie. They had black gloves and a dark blue hat with paint on it over a greyish light purple mask.

"Baron. You never told us you were dating someone." Leo joked. The masked person gagged.

"As if. I would rather turn myself into the police and get tortured for a few years than even think about dating him." The mask person kicked Baron in the knee. "Now go or I'll destroyed everything you ever worked on." Baron rolled his eyes and left.

"Who are you? How do you know Baron Draxum?" Raph walked over to the person. They pulled out a gun a pointed it at Raph.

"Back up there cowboy. I'm Smiley. I was working with Draxum because I needed a place to stay." They put the gun up. "Who are y'all?" The turtles introduced themselves and Smiley nodded. "Mind if I walk with you? I promise not to hurt y'all." Raph shrugged and Mikey yelled yes. "Good cuz I was going to." They walked through the empty streets.

"What's with the mask? It's cool and all but I have to ask." Leo walked beside Smiley.

"Depends on what you say. If you try to call me ugly, I'll say that I'm just letting the competition catch up. If you call me a monster than I'll say it's worse if you see my face. My mask says it all." Smiley looked up at the sky. "My mask makes me feel safe." They stopped talking after that. They pulled the skateboard from their back and then disappeared into an alley way.

After that they kept running into Smiley. After two months they asked them to stay with them. Smiley reluctantly said yes. Smiley always tried to do their best but Donnie seem to hate them.

"Smiles, will we ever get to see your face?" Mikey was laying his head in Smiley's lap.

"Probably not."

"Why not? You probably look fine." Leo slung his arm around Smiley's shoulders.

"I don't feel comfortable without my mask."

"Guys stop bothering them! Leave them alone!" Raph yelled from the kitchen. Leo got up and left, Mikey snuggles his head in Smiley's clothed stomach.

"Thanks Raph. Ya a life saver!" Raph laughed and Smiley traced small doodles onto Mikey's shell.

"Shouldn't you be doing something useful?" Donnie said walking past Smiley with a box in his arms. It broke their heart but they nodded.

"Uh... Yeah. I should.... I have to go." Smiley quickly got Mikey off of them and grabbed their skateboard, hoodie, and hat. They ran out of the lair. "I'll be back in a week!"

"Good going Donnie! Why do you hate them!?" Mikey yelled. Donnie sighed and walked to his lab.

"We don't need them. They're the bad guy so why should I treat them like they're good? Answer, I shouldn't." Donnie slammed the lab door.

During the week, no one got anything from Smiley. No text, no call, no nothing. But after the week, something terrible happened.

It was the middle of the night when Donnie heard a low rolling and scrapping sound. He walked out to see no one but a skateboard slowly rolling below. "Ha ha. Very funny Leo. Pick up your skateboard." Leo tiredly walked out of his room.

"What's funny? Why was my beauty sleep broken?" Leo looked down to see the skateboard. "Uh... Donnie? Why did you wake me up for this?" Raph and Mikey woke up and walked out. They saw the skateboard and looked at Leo.

"It's 2:30 am." Donnie read the time. "Great." They all walk down to the skateboard that stopped. The lights turned on and everyone's eyes widened. The skateboard was covered in blood and one of the wheels were missing. On top of it was Smiley's mask with a note attached.

"Hey uh everyone. I don't know how to start this. I'm sorry that I wasn't useful with you guys. I'm trying to find a way back to my makeshift family. I will miss y'all. I just left when I'm writing this. I will add more later!

Day 2! Nothing is really happening but I found something Donnie would love! I've always been super proud of everything he makes. Oh I found thing I needed to fix my jetpack. I'll write later!"

•Donnie's pov•

"They.... Were.... Proud of... Me?" I stared at the note. I treated them like shit and they were proud of me.

"Day 3! Nothing happened. I fixed my skateboard though and my jetpack.

Day 4! I stopped a robbery and got the crooks to the police! I wonder how you guys are. Don is probably making something AWESOME! Mikestar is probably painting something that looks GORGEOUS! Raph is probably being the great leader he is. Leo is probably making lame jokes that I like."

Leo was sniffing. Mikey was crying and holding the mask. Raph was trying not to cry as he held the skateboard. I was shocked.

"Day 5! I stopped a few crimes and I cake! Devil's lava cake! It's my favorite! I was gonna go for ice cream but they were out of mint chocolate :( I can't believe that but mint chocolate is amazing!"

The note has blood on the bottom. What happened? I feel myself shaking. I felt tears in my eyes the more I read.

"Day 6! I'm sorry. If my skateboard gets this to you in time then I might have a chance. I got attacked. I sewn up most of it. I left my first aid on the couch. Donatello Hamato. I'm sorry for not being good enough. I'm sorry for not helping enough. I love you so much. I know you hate my guts and are probably not into guys. I love everything you do and I'm super proud of you."

Tears poured down my face. They loved me and they are a guy? Who are they? WHERE ARE THEY!?

"Day 7. My name is Oliver Parker. I'm 21 years old and my DNA was mixed with a werewolf. My mask always told people how I feel. I'm never happy. I cry every time I'm alone. I smile because it makes everyone happy. I was never loved.

I miss my family...

My real family...

It wasn't my fault...

I never killed them...

I just want to make people happy so I can die in peace. I never wanted to be the bad guy. I'm sorry I'm not good enough.

I am so sorry."

"No... No no no no no no no no.... They're not... They can't... NO! NO NO NO!" I fell to my knees screaming. "HE'S NOT DEAD! HE CAN'T BE!" I sobbed.