Hi, I'm here again.
I just wanted to say,
I love you,
And I don't want to lose you.
Please don't go.
Please.
Hi, I'm here again.
Crying in a bathroom,
My friends laughing in the living room,
I'm trying to be quiet.
It's a wonderful day under the sun.
Why does it feel like torture?
Hi, I'm here again.
Everything hurts,
And I don't know why,
It was for fun, they said.
Is it my heart or my soul,
How should I know?
Hi, I'm here again.
Regretting my writings,
I should have known better,
Than let the door open.
Now the world is crumbling,
And I'm here, sewing.
Hi, I'm here again.
Affirming, screaming,
My identity, my mind,
To every stranger, every family members.
Just give me a break,
And please accept me.
Hi, I'm here again.
I'm tired,
So tired,
I don't know if I should cry or laugh.
I'm too tired to do either,
Let's sing instead.
Hi, I'm here again.
I know critiques are good,
Painful is a better adjective,
Every word is a knife.
It's already good, please stop,
I'm just trying, please.
Hi, I'm here again.
I can't handle Atlas' burden,
Everyone hurts, everyone suffers,
I don't know if I can handle that.
I want to abandon this weight,
Is this selfish or self-preservation?
Hi, I'm here again.
This time, it's my own poem,
I just wanted to say I'm sorry,
Things are getting awkward.
I don't know what to do,
I'm sorry.
Hi, I'm here again.
I just wanted to say,
I love you,
And I don't want to lose you.
Please don't go.
Please.
