"I've been letting go of heavy things"Oliver's P.O.V
Or Axel or one of the others.
"Okay." Oliver finally settled on after a moment or two lost in his own thought.
Marc frowned, "we can talk about this more when your sober okay cinnie? For now let's enjoy some Karaoke," he moved pressing a kiss to Oliver's cheek the movement making Oliver's heart swirl.
Marc was always so sweet to him.
"Will meet you out there," Axel told Marc the pair sharing a look before Marc left the bathroom.
Oliver turned blinking up at Axel his heart beat quickening. Why did he feel like he was in trouble?
Oh shit.
Why did it take him this long to process that he had just admitted to wanting to fuck Marc in front of Axel? Was Axel mad? Did he change his mind about this morning?
Fuck.
Oliver's muscles tightened as he moved back into the counter. For a moment it wasn't Axel before him it was Kai and Kai had always been to jealous for his own good.
"Nemo," Axels smoky voice had him looking up eyes wide as he met the other mans gaze. "What's got you looking so scared? What did I do?"
"Your mad!" Oliver blurted his hand motioning in front of him in a rapid movement, "about Marc the fucking and not fucking and I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I didn't- I-am into him but I'm also into you and I- it's wrong? And please don't be mad-"
"Breathe, breathe," Axel commanded his hands moving to rest on Oliver's shoulders."breathe."
Oliver took in a sharp breathe his eyes watering ever so slightly.
"I'm not mad, I told you early today that I was open to this type of relationship. Sex and other activities come with that territory." Axel stated calmly his eyes watching Oliver closely. "It'd be hypocritical of me to be mad when I want to be with you too. When I want to kiss you too. To fuck you too."
Oliver breathe hitched again but this time it was out of heat, not the frantic breathing he was lacking earlier.
Kai would have killed him for even thinking about another man in that sense.
And here's Axel merely accepting his feelings and actions.
"Your not mad I kissed Marc?" Oliver asked against licking his lips slightly.
"I'm only mad I haven't gotten to kiss you yet tonight." Axel answered truthfully.
"What's stopping you?" Oliver questioned the words escaping his lips before he could stop himself.
Unlike with Marcs kiss Axel was in full control. He leaned down his lips capturing Oliver's they were smooth and soft.
With Marcs kiss Oliver had taken the lead his lips harsh against the other mans. Sloppy. They both had a good fair of drinks and it was more a kiss of need.
Or maybe just Oliver had, had his good fair of drinks and was desperately searching for the taller man.
Having to be closer to one another. With teasing touches and playful banter.
With Axel he attempted to push for more but the other man merely slowed him down forcing him to follow along with Axels taunting.
Both were killer.
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Inquiring Bliss
FanfictionJohn Oliver Ambrose has been filled with anxiety his whole life. Finally deciding to leave the past behind and get a fresh start Oliver decides to put himself out there. Running into Corey Henshaw was just the first start. With a chaotic past and...