Sour (Kylo Ren x Reader. Modern AU)

Chapter 4. baby girl

Saying that you were upset was an understatement. A few days went by and you didn't hear from Kylo ever since his surprise visit to the hospital. You'd sent a couple of texts but he left you on read.

'Good morning, Kylo. I hope you have a nice day :)"

"How's work been?"

You didn't understand what had you done to upset him. Was it that he didn't like how you looked? Did you do or say something wrong? Was it all in your head?

You thought you were building a good relationship with him, but his current behaviour showed you that he was avoiding you and you couldn't help to blame yourself.

At least you were getting discharged from the hospital.

They found a few pills that made you feel better and you had to make sure to take them every day. The perk of it was you wouldn't be spending any more of Kylo's money.

You even thought of giving him the phone he got you back.

You thought of texting him. Telling him the news about going home with Finn and Vic.

You had talked to Finn about it, and he promised you not to tell your brother that you liked his boss.

"Don't do it" he said while unpacking your things in the guest room of their apartment. "You did nothing wrong. He's just an asshole. You deserve much better"

"I don't get it. One minute he's so sweet and nice and the next minute he's ignoring me" you rolled your eyes already tired of talking about Kylo.

"He should make the first move" said Finn placing some of your clothes on the rack. You nodded while you played with one of your pillows. "Do you know what you need? A NIGHT OUT" He sang playfully. You huffed at the idea. "Come on. You've been locked in there for months. We don't have to stay out late. We can have a couple of drinks and then come back home"

"Okay" you caved in. It wasn't that bad of an idea and the truth is you craved socializing. Rolling your eyes you throw your pillow at him and then got back to settling in your room.

It was finally Friday. You were getting ready in your room applying a bit of mascara on your eyelashes while you pondered on what to wear. Music was blasting through the doors as Finn was pouring some shots for you guys to have before you went out to the pub.

Vic decided to stay in as he had some last-minute work thing to do about an upcoming show for the First Order. So Finn decided to call Poe as it had been a really long time since the three of you had met.

You decided to wear a baby blue almost see-through lace body paired with matching trousers. You looked amazing and you knew it. You were finally feeling like your old self again. You sprayed some perfume on your wrists and behind your ears, grabbed your purse and headed out to the living room where you found Poe already dancing on his own.

"This one's for you, baby" Finn said sliding a shot glass towards you. You could tell he was already starting to slur his words. You took the small glass in your hand and downed the liquor feeling how it burned down your throat. You closed your eyes, savouring the moment. After all this time, you were finally going out with your friends. Something so ordinary and at the same time so new.

Dread filled your body when you saw how packed the pub was. You hated crowded places. Finn could tell by the look in your eyes that you weren't comfortable so he tried to reassure you.

"One drink and if you're still hating it, we'll get out of here" You nodded while the three of you headed to the bar. You asked for our favourite drink and Poe ordered some tequila shots for the three of you.