Will you be mine?

Chapter 55

Kong POV

The feeling of being wrapped around something warm brought a smile to my face as I slowly opened my eyes. The first thing that greeted me was my mate sleeping face. There was a slight frown between his brows and his mouth was open slightly. I reached up caressing his cheek gentle. I know how tired he must be. Its only been two days since I woke up from my coma and my P'Arthit refused to sleep. I had to threat to never speak to him again and reassure him over and over that I was alright, and he could sleep. It took me half an hour to final get him to lay down with me in the hospital bed and finally sleep. There was no missing the worry lines on his face, the baggy eyes and paler skin. I cursed myself every minute I had been in that coma, putting my mate though hell like this.

I tried to move, but P'Arthit arms were securely locked around me. I really need to pee, and I hated to have to wake him up to help me.

"P'Arthit" I whispered poking his cheek gentle. He just frowned but didn't wake up. I smiled seeing how cute he was "P'Arthit" I say again poking his cheek again. "Love wake up please" I said caressing his cheek. When after three minutes of trying to wake him up, two ideas popped in my head. One was to plug his nose and the other was to kiss him. I went with the latter, placing my lips on his gentle, rubbing his neck softly. It didn't take long for him to respond kissing me back. I smiled into the kissing pulling away slightly. "Sorry for waking you up." I said softly rubbing his arm gentle. "but I really need to use the restroom" He looked at me for a moment not moving or saying anything. I pouted poking his cheek "I'm serious. Please P'Arthit I really need to use the restroom" I whined, wiggling around trying to get free. My wiggling must have snapped him out of his daze, as he quickly shot out of bed rushing to the other side to help me.

"Sorry" He said softly, helping me stand. My legs were still very weak and wobbly for laying in bed for two weeks. I lean against Arthit as he helps me to the bathroom. "Do you want a shower too?" I nod looking up at him.

"I won't be able to do it alone...want to join me?" I ask wiggling my eyes brow. He hasn't been his normal self since I woke up and I've been trying everything to get him to smile again. Arthit looked and nodded.

"There is a chair you can sit on, if you get to tried." He said nodding over to the shower. I just nod my head fighting the urge to sigh.

Half an hour later with a bathroom needs met, and shower done, I am once again sitting in the hospital bed. I want to see my babies. I was able to see them for a little while yesterday, but I really want to see them today. I look at P'Arthit who is staring absentmindedly out the window. He hasn't said much to me the last two days. Last night was the first time he truly touched me. Was he not happy that I woke up? Was he not happy with the baby names? Did he hate me know for ignoring him? I look down at my hands and notice, not for the first time my engagement ring was missing. Did he not want to get married anymore too? I could feel myself going down the rabbit hole of depression. All kinds of thoughts running though my head. All different kinds of "what ifs". I didn't realize I was crying till hands were gentle cradling my face.

"Kong whats wrong? Why are you crying?" Arthit asks, his voice full of worry. I bit my lip, not wanting to lash out at him. It's not that I don't like him saying my name, but I really love it when he calls me 'Bunny'. P'Arthit gentle tugs my lip from between my teeth. "Talk to me, whats wrong?" he asks again.

"Like you're talking to me?" I snap, immediately regretting my words. I feel his hands slid off my face and I quickly grab them putting them back. "Please" I whine tears still falling down my cheek "Please don't leave me"

"I'm not going anywhere, just tell me why your crying" he begs using the pad of his thumb to wipe my tears.

"Because I miss you. You haven't said more than a handful of sentence to me since I woke up. You won't look at me for more than five minutes. I'm sorry I ignored you. I'm sorry I had my friends over. I'm sorry I called you stupid. Please...talk to me too...I know something is wrong...please" I sobbed wrapped my arms around his wraist burring my face in his chest. Arthit got tense and I was scared he was going to pull away, so I tighten my grip on him, sobbing harder. After what felt like forever P'Arthit wrapped his arms around me rocking me gentle.

"I am not mad at you Kong, and you have nothing to be sorry for. You had ever right to ignore me after the way I treated you." I pulled away glaring at him.

"Bunny...I'm your bunny!" I yelled before burying my face in his chest again. My P'Arthit chuckled pulling me tighter to him.

"Yes, you are now and will always be my bunny, baby." He said kissing my head. I started to relax feeling Arthit relax as well. He kept rocking me gentle, rubbing my hair and back till I finally stop sobbing. Arthit laid me back down caressing my cheek gentle.

"When you called and ask for your friends to come over. I got pissed. I thought you still felt like the apartment wasn't yours too. It pissed me off that you still didn't feel secure in our relationship that you were asking permission to have people over. I know it was a stupid reason to get pissed. It was petty of me to ignore you because of it. I have regretted it every day since. All I have thought about is what if that was the reason you went into labor early. What if my dumbass pride is what caused you to be so stressed your water broke." He laid his head on my chest and I felt tears wet my hospital grown. "I could have lost you; I could have lost our boys because of my stupid pride. I should have just asked you why you asked, instead of jumping to conclusions like that." I wrapped my arms around his shoulder, running my hand though his hair gentle. Now it was my turn to sooth him. I started humming gentle as I rocked us side to side. It wasn't my alpha fault I went into labor, and I don't want him to think like that. When he finally calms down, I held his chin making him look up at me.

"My alpha, it wasn't your fault I went into labor early. The doctor even said I was starting labor before that. My water would have broke rather you ignored me or not."

"But..." P'Arthit frown. I kiss his lips once, twice then a third time. As I kiss him for a fourth time, I see a smile form.

"No buts P'Arthit, what done is done. Our babies are healthy and, on their way, to coming home with us. I am perfectly fine as well. So, no more dwelling on the past please?" I give him puppy eyes. I really want to put this behind us. I want us to move forward if that is what he wants.

"How could I possibly say no to you?" He chuckled kissing my forehead gentle. I tugged on his shirt till he lay down next to me. I could feel my whole body truly relaxing for the first time in two days. I listen to the slow and stead beat of his heart as I trace imaginary shapes on his chest. We stay like that for a while before I moved away enough to look up at him.

"I want to see the babies" I say. Arthit nodded kissing my head

"then we will see the babies." I beamed up at him happy. I couldn't wait till we were actually able to take the babies home with us. The doctor explains they would have to spend at least two more weeks in the NICU, but after that as long as they passed all their test they could come home.

I stare at my little one who were sound asleep on my chest. They had little patches over their eyes and tubs on their body. I wanted to cry seeing them like this. The doctor said they were doing good but looking at my babies like this made me ache. I was able to hold them yesterday and having to put them back and leave broke my heart. I looked up at P'Arthit who was staring down at us, with a smile on his face. "What?" I ask softly he just grins at me shacking his head. I start rocking the babies gentle, being gentle of the wires on them. I found out that a nurse would pump my breast milk while I was in a coma. It was strange and I felt violated but mae said she was there or P'Arthit was. I felt a little better but not much. They taught me how to pump yesterday and I can't wait for the day I can actually feed them myself.

"Thank you, bunny," P'Arthit said kissing all three of our head. "Thank you so much" I looked at him confuse. There is no reason for him to be thanking me. P'Arthit must have seen the confusion on my face because he chuckled and kiss me again. "Our son's name." he said using the pad of his thumb to rub my cheek gentle. I lean into this touch before bending down and placing a gentle kiss on each of their head.

"Thinnakorn Rojnapat, Sonchai Rojnapat, do you think mommy will agree to marry me again?" I look only to see Arthit on one knee holding my engagement ring. I smile wide tears in my eyes as I nod yes.

"You can ask a million times my love and I will say yes each time" Arthit stood up placing a gentle kiss on my lips as he slides my ring back where it belongs.

I couldn't be happier then at this very moment.

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