He was very dear to me.

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⚠️TW!⚠️

Mention of d3pr3ss!on, cutt!ng, and d3@th.

This is your last warning.

This is Teddy angst, no ships cus we don't wanna ruin the bromance, Stephen is alive bcs I know y'all are suffering from the angels fall even though the story's not about him and no OC will be included.

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Dearest Diary,

Today, I saw Big Ben's crew hanging out. They looked so happy, without a care in the world! How I wish I was like that, walking with them on the streets, talking about stupid things... Today, I got ignored by Philip's crew again. But that's okay, because they're just delusional about a stupid high school union... But Chad's with them. Chad started ignoring me the moment I got beat up by Gray Yeon. Was it because he realized I'm just a weakling? Or because he was never friends with me the first place? He-

Tears stained the diary.

Those tears started blurring those words,

That were Teddy's thoughts during the day,

That he poured in his diary at night.

Tears blurred his diary,

But a few words somehow stayed intact.

And somehow, those words were the source of his woes.

Big Ben's crew

Happy

Chad

Weakling

Never friends.

He did not like the thought of crying at all,

Which was why he never cried at school,

Not even in the toilet.

Because his eyes would become red,

And his face would be wet with tears.

He did not cry at school,

But at home,

He could let it out,

And cry at his heart's content.

So he sobbed.

And cried.

And screamed.

He did not bother taking tissues,

Nor did he bother to tone it down,

Because he lived alone.

And he would wash his face afterwards,

And erase the evidence of his tears for the next day.

...

Those days were hell for Teddy.

He who did not know the ways of redemption,

But aspired for his sins to be washed away.

He went to school at day,

And wrote on his diary at night.

And that day,

He found his way

To the long-waited redemption.

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He found his cat.

"You're gonna stay with me now alright?"

And he was spotted by Eugene,

Who heard everything.

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