༒︎𝑾𝒆𝒂𝒌 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒐 𝑶𝒏𝒆-𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒕𝒔 ❤︎

Sequel, Gray's POV

I saw a fucking awesome Chinese quote somewhere so I decided to use it here

"Had we been able to change fate, I would choose to never meet you."

So this is a sequel to "I can't bring myself to care now." angst ending in Gray Yeon's pov, obv angst

And no I ain't cutting it out 🤪

I saw you and you were definitively not cosplaying as a waterfall

Also, I don't know where did Stephen come from but anywayss

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It was horror,

Absolute horror that was engraved in my mind.

Why won't I move?

Why won't I speak?

Why won't I apologize!?

Why won't I admit that it was all my fault!?

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Those were the questions that I asked myself.

Questions that had no specific answer.

That's why I liked math actually.

It always had a specific answer.

Unlike life.

And I hated it.

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I knew I had reverted.

That all the progress that I made were pointless now,

Because I let it happen again.

It was absolutely horrifying.

It felt like my entire body was pushed into the ocean and that I couldn't escape the liquid that living beings needed to survive.

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A few days passed by... And it didn't seem to get better,

For it was horrifying.

It felt like I was trapped in a cell with millions of rats reminding me of my sins.

Of Ben.

Of Stephen.

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It's been weeks now.

And still

It made no sense.

It made no sense.

It made no damn fucking sense.

I already knew what to watch out for.

I insisted that we make the move immediately.

And yet my mouth would not obey.

"If we make the wrong move it might make it worse."

Why did I do it!?

I knew that time was ticking,

That we couldn't just laze around as Ben was probably out there consuming drugs or something.

And yet.

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He still remembered the vivid sound as his best friend crashed on the ground.

As his middle school friend must have did.

The horrifying sound that announced the world falling apart.

Their world.

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