𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐓
This story takes place after Captain America: The Winter Soldier.
Bucky isn't longer controlled by Hydra, but he's left with a big trauma he has to deal with. That's why Steve wants him to follo...
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
"Allison!" I hear Wanda scream as I run off the podium. I thought I was ready to talk about James but I am not. Every word, every moment, every memory, every feeling, every touch, every smile, every joke, every tear, it left all a mark behind.
"Breath, Allison." Steve speaks when he is suddenly in front of me. Now I only notice how short my breathing is and it makes me panic. My hand flies to my chest as I try to get the air back into my lungs but fails terribly. Steve takes my free hand and places it on his chest.
"It's okay, Allison. Just breathe for me okay? Everything will be okay." Steve tries to help me but it doesn't work. Since the serum my panic attacks have been worse and I only get rid of them when I use my inhaler so I shake my head to make clear to Steve that it isn't working.
"WANDA! INHALER!" Steve screams and not even a minute later Wanda hands me my inhaler. I use it a few times and after a while my breathing is back to normal. "Thank you." I mumble before I hear footsteps coming our way.
I look up and see Tony running our way in his suit and I directly feel bad for running away and leaving all the others behind with the problems. "I am so sorry, Tony." I quickly say and Tony immediately stops his movements and looks my way.
"Don't worry about it, okay? I have it under control so go home and rest." Tony assures me before he walks onto the podium.
Tony is like a father figure to the whole Avengers group so also to me. He always believed in me as a therapist and he also believed in me from the beginning in becoming officially an Avenger. I am the only one that knows that he sometimes also has panic attacks and that's why he is never mad at me when it happens. He understands that it is not my fault and he always makes sure that the others don't blame me. The sound of my phone brings me out of my thoughts.
Ethan
Are you okay???
I am okay, don't worry.
I am sorry I wasn't there, can I make it up to you? :)
No need to apologize, it's not your fault you had a mission.
Can I still take you on a date to make it up to you?
Of course you can x
"Is it Ethan?" Wanda asks as she tries to look onto my phone but I quickly lock my phone. She gives me her puppy eyes and I slowly nod my head making her excited.
"What did he wanted?" She asks curiously and I roll my eyes. A few minutes ago I had a panic attack over my ex and now we are talking about a -what is Ethan actually? A crush? Nah, just a good friend.
Ethan and I met a year ago. He is a shield agent and Steve setted him up as my personal trainer/boxer partner. We hated each other in the beginning causing us to punch hard enough until we were bleeding. But he was also the only one that saw me at my lowest and broke me down in the middle of a training session and that's the moment I saw he had a really kind heart. I don't know when we went from hating each other to liking each other but I trust him and I have so much love for him.
