jian //drunken mistake

chapter 22

Creds to lawleyornah for making this fabtasticful edit.

//JC pov//

It was only when the previously boiling water turned cold that I exited the shower, plucking the towel off the counter.

I feel clean.

I feel a little better.

I feel like this because of lia. We've been talking ever since that day she first texted me, and I miss having her around to be quite honest. She was a great friend.

My phone lit up, and I pause from towel drying my hair to check it. My heart skips a beat at the thought of it being kian (yeah I still haven't forgotten about him. How could i?) but it's lia. I smile the first genuine smile in months.

"Hey jc, what's up??? :) :)" it read

I quickly got changed and left the bathroom, walking to my room to relax.

Not too much, just got out of the shower! You?

Ouuu sounds nice :) ;) aha I'm not doing much, just finished working out!

I started to get a strange feeling in my stomach when I saw the winky face. That's weird. Oh well, she probably didn't mean it THAT way.

Coooools bro. So what're u benching these days? xD

I peeled the dirty sheets off the bed and threw them into the hall. One of the boys will probably wash them for me later. I jumped onto my bed and cuddled up with a throw blanket and turned on some Netflix.

So much bro, so much XD <3

I laughed and payed attention to the show on my tv for a bit while texting lia still. I even forgot about kian for a little while.
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After a long conversation with lia, we said goodbye. I checked the time and HOLY SHIT it's already fucking 7pm. Another day wasted. I changed to a pair of black sweats and fixed my mess of curls before skipping down the steps to get some food.

I stopped right outside the entrance to the kitchen when I overheard connor and ricky talking. They were speaking in hushed tones. I listened closely all I caught was:

".....won't tell anyone yet....."

"....can't know..."

".....spilled coffee on my dick..."

I laughed inwardly. Typical connor.

Then I heard my name...

"Well I don't know ricky. Have you heard from kian?"

I peeked around the corner, quietly watching my two friends converse. Ricky raised his eyebrows at connor.

"Yeah actually, I got a voicemail and a message on facebook. You?"

"Me too. I'm worried about him. But mostly pissed. I don't think he's contacted jc, I mean jc would tell us if he did. I'm starting to think kian actually doesn't care anymore..."

My blood boiled at Connors words and I felt a bundle of rage form inside me. Kian doesn't care.

Kian just doesn't care anymore.

Well they don't have to rub it in. Obviously he doesn't care about me, why would he. And why has he contacted them. And why didn't they tell me??

I stormed out of the house, slamming the door. I know they heard me because connor kept calling out to me. I don't care if they know I'm mad. I have every right to be. I can't even think straight right now.

I just kept walking and walking with no destination in mind. It was warm out, and just starting to get dark. I don't wanna go back to that house right now, and I also left my phone there. I need to talk to someone, but who's in the area..

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I knocked on Cameron Dallas' door, nervously kicking s rock around with my foot. I haven't spoken to Cameron that much since kian and I came out to our friends. He was kinda wishy washy about the whole thing but, I guess we're still friends. I mean kian did a collab with him not too long ago so he can't be homophobic or anything.

Oh wait.

Kians not even gay or bi. It was only a phase.

My thoughts were interrupted when Cameron swung open the mahogany door, and smiled widely, crinkling his eyes. I sighed in relief.

"Hey bro, I don't mean to like, barge in on you, but do you mind if I come in? I really need someone to talk to right now.."

He stepped to the side, giving me space to enter his porch.

"No problem man!! Come on in. What's in your mind??" He asked brightly, seeming very interested. We sat down on couches facing each each other. Come to think of it.. I don't know how much I want to open up to Cameron... But maybe he knows something.

"Have you been talking to kian lately?"

As soon as I mentioned kian something in him sparked. I don't know what, but it sure as hell was something.

"Lawley? Oh yeah man all the time. Have you not?" I shook my head.

"I'm really sorry about your break up by the way, you guys were really cute together, but honestly I saw it coming-" what the fuck?? "-I mean, he was always looking at girls and flirting with other people when you two were together so it was just a matter of time. Sorry if this upsets you but I feel like you deserve to know..."

"Sorry if what upsets me?" I question, leaning forward. Before I can say anything he whips his phone out of his pocket and starts scrolling through photos. He hands me his phone and I take it into my shaking fingers. And I along cry at the sight.

Endless picture of kian with all different girls. Making out, grinding, giving each other hickeys, hands everywhere. So many pictures. And the sad part is that he looks so happy.

Why can't I be the reason for that smile?
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