jian //drunken mistake

chapter 11

//jc pov//

I was dumbfounded as I stared at my boyfriend. They were hungrily making out on mine and Kian's bed. I couldn't move, all I could do was stare. What is this???

They pulled apart to breathe for a second, then shot apart immediately when they saw me. I recognized the girl immediately. It was that one from the bar! The one that was flirting with kian. I was looking forward to never seeing that hoe again...

She stood up by the dresser with a smug look on her face. Kian looked shocked and somewhat confused. His lips were swollen and bruised, his hair was a mess and his shirt was crumpled. I couldn't help but find him extremely attractive like this. How could I not? It's kinda pathetic that I feel this way 10 seconds after I catch my boyfriend cheating.

"Babe, I swear this is not what it looks like!" Kian exclaimed, standing from the bed and walking towards me. I took a step away from him and a look of hurt flashed in his eyes.

"Save it, kian. I really don't want to hear your excuses. Sorry I interrupted." Before I could make it out the door, the slut started throwing a fit.

"You're a fag? 1.EW and 2. GROSS!!" She slapped him and strutted out of our hotel room, purposely shaking her ass as she walked. I spun on my heels and took the shared key card out of my pocket, letting myself into Connor and Ricky's room. They weren't there at the moment, I was alone. My back slid against the closed door until I reached the floor and let the tears flow.

I felt the vibrations of where kian was pounding on the door course through my back. He said my name over and over, Begging for forgiveness I suppose. I ignored him. And quietly sobbed on the floor, my tears soaking into the carpet of the dark, empty room.

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(Flashback)
//kian pov//

What a great night with the guys! We haven't gone out together just the 6 of us in a while. With everyone so busy with their own projects it's been hard to fit in guy time. We need to do it more often.

I brought Trevor to his room and walked back towards the vending machine, which was close to mine and Jc's room. Literally, they couldn't of placed it In a better spot. Well, unless they actually out in our room. That'd be pretty great. I bought a bag of chips and trudged back to the room, playing flappy bird as I walked.

That probably wasn't the best idea because I got shoved into the room and pinned up against the wall without noticing at first. I dropped the stuff from my hands as a pair of wet lips kissed all over my mouth. I pulled away, trying to comprehend what was happening. My eyes were met with a familiar tall blonde with caked on make up and up butt shorts with a slutty crop top. That girl that harassed me at the bar!! Well, she didn't "harass" me per say, but she was hella annoying.

Did she like, follow me? What a creep. Can't she tell I'm not interested?! She kicked the door shut with her fire truck red stiletto heels and pushed me onto the bed. I desperately tried to get away but she crawled on top of me, straddling my waist. Her hand snaked down to my thigh, grazing it. It did not turn me on and quite frankly, it's pretty gross.

"Jesus woman, get off me!" I yelled, slapping her hands away. She just purred and attached her sticky lips to mine again, forcing her tongue down my throat. Like, I'm bisexual but I don't like chicks like that, I lean more towards guys, and I'm pretty infatuated with jc.

At that moment, which looked pretty compromising, Jc entered the room. My first thoughts were yes finally, he's here to save me from this awful experience, but then I realized that the way she was straddling me and how I was struggling to get her off.... It probably looked like I was into it and was kissing back.

"What the fuck, kian??"

The girl looked up and I took the opportunity to shove her off of me. I desperately tried to explain myself but he just wouldn't listen. The slut left and jc locked himself in Ricky and Connors room. I banged on the door, knowing he could here me.

"Justin, listen to me please. She came onto me like, right before you came in. Please baby it wasn't me!!" I know how pathetic and rehearsed it sounded, but right then I didn't care. I fell to the floor, back against the door and let the tears roll down my cheeks. Jc would break up with me. He'd find a new girl to wear and completely forget about me. How could I screw up the most precious thing I've ever had?

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//jc pov//

I grabbed another tissue from connor and blew my nose loudly. I'm such a mess. Connor and Ricky came back to find me asleep, and blocking the door. After they woke me up I told them what had happened. They were there for me and supported me. I felt like such a girl, crying over him like this, but I like him so much. He hurt me, I have the right to be sad.

" I'm sorry buddy. This sucks, but maybe you should talk to him and let him explain himself. Maybe it's not what it seems." Ricky said, rubbing my back comfortingly.

"Well I do deserve an explanation. But he probably just doesn't like me and wants an excuse to get away from me.." Connor smacked my knee

"Jc I forbid you to think like that!! There is no way kian would do that!" I pretended to go along with everything they were saying, but inside I was pissed off. I'm not approaching him first. However, if Ricky and Connor are right, He can come up to me and apologize first.

Know matter how much my gut feeling tells me he is a player and doesn't care about my feelings, I hope my gut feeling is wrong. I care about him so much. Why did this have to happen, everything was going perfect. Until he kissed some random girl. This is just so frustrating.

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THANK YOU FOR 1.9k READS OMF. literally screaming. I never thought this story would even get 20 reads tbh. I feel like I haven't updated in a while... But oh my DRAMA!!!¡¡¡ aaaaaannd sorry for the pov changes, but it was necessary. L8r losers, xo