jian //drunken mistake

chapter 3

I blinked my eyes open, peering around the dark room. I only had one thing on my mind: jc. I had to talk to him, I'm going insane. I trudged to the kitchen, smoothing my messy bed hair away from my eyes, only to be met by the familiar soft brown ones. Jc backed me up against the wall, his actions causing me to inhale sharply.

His lips met mine and it was pure bliss. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into him, deepening the kiss. I placed my hands on his hips. He pulled away after a few seconds, breathless. "Kian, what happened the other night.. It wasn't a mistake. I'm so glad it happened because I was scared to admit my feelings to you, but now I finally can. Kian, I love you."

I can't believe what I'm hearing. This perfect guy, actually likes me. Me. " I love you too" i smiled and he placed a chaste kiss on my lips.
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I bolted up from the couch, mcdonalds wrappers and popcorn falling from my lap as I did. I'm sweating like crazy and fuck I feel like I just ran a marathon. It was a dream. A DREAM. fml.

I slid down the wall of the bathroom and tried to collect my thoughts. As if he'd go for me! That's laughable! I banged my head off the wall a few times before pulling myself off the cold floor and splashing water on my face. I fixed my hair, changed, brushed my teeth, and then all I was left with was my own face looking back at me. "Your hopeless" I spoke softly to myself. "He's got lia and all I've got is a hopeless crush on my best friend."

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I was playing some dumb app on my phone when my stomach made a dying whale sound, and I realized how hungry I was. I ran to the kitchen, almost tripping over my own lanky legs, and rummaged through the contents of our fridge. Settling on scrambled eggs, chocolate chip pancakes, bacon, a bagel, and hash browns, (what, a mans gotta eat, OKAY??! gosh.) I started to cook my breakfast.

I start to silently hum along to music on the radio when a loud crash interrupts my flow, followed by a string of curse words. One eyebrow cocked in confusion, I turned around to be met with jc stumbling into the kitchen and gripping the counter to hold himself up. I looked anywhere but his eyes. His deep, beautiful brown eyes. I found it hard to look at him since my.. Dream, but I cross my arms and lean back against the counter, trying to maintain a confident and tough facade.

He scratches his head and looks down at his beat up vans mumbling a low "hey." I raise my eyebrows at him, not used to this the timid and shy side of Jc. He looked up through his eyelashes at me, taking his bottom lip between his teeth and oh god what I'd give to just-

"We need to talk" jc snapped me out of my dirty thoughts. I sighed, knowing this conversation may not end well. Before I could answer he took a step towards me and prodded "why have you been ignoring me?"

What. "You've been ignoring me too! And plus what would you want me to say? Everything I told you is true and you know it! You've been acting different ever since you and lia became a thing and nobody likes it. Or Lia, for that matter. I'm just trying to be a friend why can't you see that?" I was annoyed. He's acting as though all this is my doing! I'm justo giving him the honest to god truth!

"You're right" he spoke calmly, not missing a beat.

"Ha! The hell I am! And don't you forget it. All I get from you is bullshit after I try and make things right with us and- wait what? I am?"

Jc chuckled, stuffing his hands in the pockets of his black skinny jeans. They fit him in all the right places and damn I- ugh fuck I'm SUPPOSED to be mad. Stop giving his bod the heart eyes. Jeez.

"Everything you said was true. And that day wasn't the first time I noticed. She was so sweet when we met but after a few months her true colours shone through and she started getting too clingy and bossy and-"

" Now you understand? Why were you such a dick to me if you knew what I was saying was the truth?? Instead you just beat me down. Ya know what, you don't have the guts to do anything about it anyway. Go be with your bitch of a girlfriend, that's what you'd rather be do-"

" we broke up!!" Jc yelled, smacking the marble counter with his hand. I stared at it, a little intimidated by his outburst. He sucked in a breath before he continued.. " a few nights ago I went to tell her what happened. She didn't react well. I broke it off with her. I guess she really doesn't love me like I loved her."

I instantly feel bad for my previous accusations. "Shit. I'm so sorry justin I didn't mean to.."

" oh save it, kian! I tell you you're right and I'm ready to forgive you but you still Shit on me for it. When you and Andrea broke it off, I was there for you. I comforted you-" he blinked back a tear. " because that's what friends do. What have you done for me so far?"

I know it's not the time but I accidentally looked at Jc's lips for a bit too long while thinking of an answer. I feel horrible. Jc is the one of the best friends I've ever had and I'm close to ruining it.

"But I can't be perfect!" I said searching his eyes.

"I'm not expecting you to be perfect. I'm expecting you to be my friend, if you still are."

I scoffed "of course I'm still your friend"

"You're not acting like it" he said sassily

" well neither are you"

" cause you're being a major douche!"

I was taken aback. " I'm the douche? Ugh you are so annoying sometimes! Just shut you're gab yelling and maybe I wouldn't be a-"

"SHUT UP KIAN" jc cut me off. By this point I was off the counter and we were facing off in the middle of the kitchen. Not 10 seconds after, he put his hands on my shoulders and forcefully shoved me against the wall. He stared at me with a frustrated expression, his eyes darkened with lust. We stayed like this for a few seconds, and I seriously thought he was gonna wheel off and hit me. I don't blame him If he does, I mean I'm kind of a jerk and oh shit his face is so close to mine right now.

We were staring at eachother. My breath hitched as he leaned forward slightly. He scrunched his eyes shut and muttered "ah fuck it" before our bodies crashed together and his soft lips met mine

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Whoooopp there it is.