jian //drunken mistake

chapter 4

//kian pov//

My breath hitched as he pressed a sweet kiss to my lips that lingered. He placed his hand on the small of my back, pulling me closer to him. I closed my eyes and nearly melted beneath his touch. It started slow, as he worked his lips against mine at a steady pace. I cupped his beautiful face with one hand as I snaked the other arm around his waist. The only sounds I could hear was the quiet thumping of my own heart beat, paired with the faint fuzzy sound of the radio still playing. He tilted his head, giving me easier access to swipe my tongue across his bottom lip, begging for entrance. He chuckled against my mouth, giving me the chance to insert my tongue into his mouth. He tasted like Arizona tea and I slightly smiled at that. How jc of him. he gripped my waist, and I gasped at the sudden contact. He trailed his other hand up my spine, Making me shiver. He squeezed my side and gently grinded against my, uhm, lower region. This sent me over the top. I let a low moan escape my now bruised lips. At the sound, jc de tangled from my body and flew backwards hitting the fridge, eyes wide with shock as he finally realized what was going on.

We were both panting violently. He looked around the messy kitchen, taking in his surroundings. A bright red colour rose to my cheeks as i looked Down at my converse clad feet, a little embarrassed at how eager I was to go further with him. He started nervously chewing the inside of his cheek.

" I um. I'm gonna go the the.. Store? Yeah the store. Because we- were uh out of... Orange juice! Yeah. We have absolutely no orange juice and we need orange juice like, really bad, so I will. Go. Ummm.. I'll go get some. Orange juice, that is. Haha. From the store. Yup." He cutely stumbled over his words as he quickly grabbed his keys and practically ran to his car, almost tripping over his own feet. I stared blankly at the door for about 5 minutes after he had sped down the road in the opposite direction of the store. I tapped my foot and blinked, clicking my tongue as I thought. I brought myself to the fridge and swung the door open, letting the cool air swirl around my now heated body- due to my previous activities- before switching my eyes to the rack in the fridge that held two full cartons of orange juice.

"Coward" I muttered and rolled my eyes.

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I waked across the wood floor, grinning like an idiot. My thoughts were racing. Did this mean he likes me back? Maybe he thought he did, but then realized after he kissed me that he only thought he like me. Maybe he's only playing with my emotions. Maybe he never felt the same. After putting all these theories to rest in my mind, I sighed contently, the taste of him still remaining on my tongue and mouth. My day dreaming session got rudely interrupted by the persistent beep of the fire alarm. I spun on my heel, staring at the stove in concern and sadness. I burned my breakfast.

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//jc pov//

I drove for 10 minutes, no destination in mind, before mindlessly parking in the lot of an abandoned shoe repair store. The sign was half torn down and the paint was chipped and faded. I hit my head off the steering wheel repetitively, ignoring the ache now growing in my cranium. I hopped out of my car to clear my head and I skipped up the concrete steps and rested by the main entrance of the old building.

" I was so pissed at him. So I kissed him? Wow my logic...." I started to talk aloud, to sort out my thoughts.

"You just made out with one of your best friends. WTF......??!! Why. Well he is pretty cute and I- wait what am I saying I DO not like kian, do I? I can't. I'm straight. I have always liked girls. Well I guess I've never thought about it. I mean I've never been in love with any of my girlfriends. I say it but I don't really mean it. I'm attracted to them, but, I don't know."

It's not like he hated it, he moaned for gods sake! Ugh. I picked at the hem of my muscle tee, to keep my shaky hands busy. I guess I could test the waters, to see if he has any feelings for me. Our lips moulded perfectly together and I still remember his scent. My stomach erupted with butterflies. Could that mean something? I really don't know. I may or may not have feelings for kian.

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HELLS YES. Writing this was great. Feel free to comment, I'd love to talk to you! I've got the next chapter written so I'll probably update twice tomorrow who knows. BTW if anyone is a 5sos fan or ships muke you should go read my new story. It will have slower updates than this story but I'm excited to write it. It's called kissing in the rain. So yeah until next time -xoxo, batman