Nagising ako ng maramdamang umiiyak ang anak ko. Patayo na sana ako ng bigla kong naramdaman na umalis si Zian sa aking tabi.
"Just rest, hun" he said and then I saw him approaching our son and the last time I heard was him singing a lullaby for our son to sleep and I felt my eyes closed and I slept because of tiredness.
The first months of being a parents were hard for us. Mayroong hindi kami nakakatulog dahil maya't maya ang kanyang pag-iyak. And I'm happy that Zian is always their for us, bumabawi talaga siya.
Nagising uli ako dahil naramdaman kong may sumisiksik sa aking leeg, and I know who is it. It's none other than, Zian sino pa ba ang mahilig gawin 'yon kundi siya lang. He always loves to do that. He never changed. He's still the Zian Farell whom I met a year ago, ibang iba siya sa na meet kong Zian Farell noon mga nakaraang taon.
Life is really full of surprises, noon we were just strangers and look at us now. I didn't even think that someone would love me how much as he loves me right now, and I never really imagined myself taking the risk of being in a relationship dahil noong una palang I really imagined myself being single for the rest of my life.
Pero tingnan mo nga naman ngayon, this man beside me took the risk and asked me out, when he didn't really asked me. It was just fast at all but I think in just a short time we developed many memories together at alam ko na marami pa kaming memories na ike-keep.
"Good morning" he greeted me with a husky voice and then he smiled at me while his eyes are still closed.
Wala akong pinagsisihan sa lahat ng ginawa ko and I could really risk it all just for him and our child.
