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9.

tw: panic attack

"Hey Connie's moms giving me a ride, wanna come with?" Julie asked as she finished doing her hair. "Uh, Scooter and Rick are giving me a ride actually." I replied sitting up on my bed. "Are you sure?" Before I could reply the phone rang.

"Hold on Julie." I then picked up the phone. "Hello." I spoke. "Hey sweetie." My moms voice replied. "Oh hey mom." I felt relief rush over me. "What's up?" I asked. "Um, I don't know how to tell you this but-" I was concerned.

"Mom?" I questioned with a concerned tone. "Your dad just had a heart attack." My heart dropped. "What is he okay?" I asked fear filling my voice. "We don't know, Im waiting in the room." Tears built up in my eyes.

"Do you think he's gonna be alright?!" I can't lose my dad, he's been my biggest supporter forever. "I don't know, just go back to whatever you were doing and I'll call you later." I started crying. "Bye I love you." Before I could reply the phone hung up.

I sat down on my bed emotionally distraught. "Hey Vivian what do you think of my ou-" Julie looked over at me, tears streaming down my face.  "Hey V what's wrong?" She said sitting next to me. "My mom, just called me saying my dad had a heart attack."

Julie's face dropped. "Is he gonna be okay?" She asked grabbing ahold of my hand. "Uh- we don't know." I gulped. She then pulled me into a hug, "You don't have to go to dinner tonight." She muttered. "No it's fine, I'll go." I said wiping my tears.

"Are you sure?" I nodded my head. "It'll help distract me I guess." I then got up. "I'm gonna go talk to someone, I'll see you at dinner." I then left the dorm and made my way down the familiar hallway, to a familiar doorway.

knock.knock. The door opened, "Vivian." Luis whispered. "Can I come in?" He nodded and opened the door letting me in. "If you were looking for Ken, he already left I'm getting a ride from Charlie." He said sitting down.

"No, I came here to talk to you." I replied sitting down beside him. "Are you okay?" He asked. "You look like you just cried." He let out a slight laugh. I looked over at him, tears brimming my eyes. "Hey, what's wrong." He grabbed my hands.

"My dad, uh he had a heart attack." I replied. "Is he okay?" He frantically asked. I shrugged my shoulders, "I just needed to talk to someone, and even though we aren't dating I still trust you the most out of everyone in the world." I said my voice breaking.

He pulled me into a hug. "I'm so sorry, I will apologize a million times until you forgive me, I love you more than I love myself, I don't know why I did what I did but it was so stupid of me." He apologized.

"And I'm sorry for making the team lie to you, that was all me. I was ashamed of what I did and I didn't want you finding out because I didn't wanna hurt you." I started crying more. "Luis that doesn't make it okay, people I didn't even know told me."

"I know, and I will do everything and anything to get you to forgive me because I truly don't know what I would do without you in my life. I would give up everyone, everything just to be with you again." He pleaded. I cupped his face, "Luis I forgive you." His eyes lit up.

"But that doesn't mean we're back together. You hurt me Luis, I love you I really do, but I need to know that you won't keep doing this." He sighed. "I know I hurt you, I promise and swear on every single person in this world that I will never do it again." He held my hand.

"I'll see you at dinner." I said standing up. He walked me over to the door, "Please think about what I said." He spoke. I nodded my head and gave him a peck on the cheek, "See ya soon LM." He rolled his eyes at me playfully. Whenever something happened we would say each-others initials.