Oc oneshots I made

You're more (Notme x Detective)

This takes place after chapter 11 of Tale of the Quistians. This isn't the canon ship though.

[i'm actually crying from this]
((Notme's point of view))

I was awake at 11 at night. But I didn't want to be. It would be the opposite if my life was just a dumb nightmare, but it's not, I can tell. I'm feeling the pain right now as I dragged the blade across my skin. If only it was just a bad dream.

Apparently, my old friend Sky revealed to me who my father was. His name rang in my ears.
Bluee.
I was feeling so depressed, I caused his death! If I hadn't been born, he'd still be here...
My thoughts continued to wander as I aimlessly chopped up my right arm. My dad was a king, a great king for that matter, but his own people killed him over the fact I was a crewposter. A halfbreed. I wanted to go so bad. I want my dad back!

Why can't I just die?!?!
Wait.

I stopped slicing and looked at the knife. I shuddered from my thoughts. Then, I pointed the blade towards my chest, feeling the feeling of bliss you get when you're about to end your suffering. I'll get to see him soon...

"NOTME!!!!"

I've never turned around more quickly. Detective was standing at the doorway, his expression a combination of anger, sadness, fear, and concern.
"Detective! I-"
"Put. The knife. Down." He said sternly. I shakily set the knife down next to me. He rushed over to me, pulling me into a huge hug. After he let go, he grabbed me by my bloody arm, dragging me to the cafeteria benches.
"What in the universe made you want to kill yourself?!" he yelled. I started sobbing.
"... I caused my father's death. If I didn't exist, he'd still be here..."
"Your dad? As in Bluee?" he asked.
"Yeah... he was a great king, and now he's gone." I vented. "Because of me... because I exist." Detective stayed silent for a moment.
"Notme, he's not gone."
"How? His own people ripped him to shreds! There's no way he's alive!" I exclaimed, my face still covered in tears.
"I know, I said he's not gone. He's not alive, but he's still here." he said, pointing at my chest. "In you."
I looked away, still crying. I'm just a halfbreed prince, I'm nothing like him!
"I really am just a crime against species, aren't I?" I mumbled.
"Hey."
"Yeah?"
"Y'know, to me, you're more than just a prince." Detective said. "You're my king."

I looked at him, shocked. I put my hand on his, reading his mind. I hugged him right after what I saw.

"Here, I'll treat you in medbay. You've been hurting yourself, I can tell." He said before he guided me to medbay.
I was staring at Detective the entire time he bandaged my arm. He was my savior, the only reason I'm not dead right now. He looked up at me for a second, blushing.

"All done!" He exclaimed after a little bit. I bit my lip, asking myself if I should act on what I was thinking, and y'know what? I said yes.
I pressed my lips against his. After a few seconds I realized he wasn't kissing back, and I pulled away.
"S-S-Sorry, I don't - I don't know what that was." I stuttered, burying my face in my hands.
He moved my hands, pinning me to the wall. I was blushing heavily.
"W-What are you doing?" I asked shakily.
"This." He replied. He kissed me this time, slipping his tongue into my mouth. I kissed back, obviously. I love him.

I always thought there were two kinds of love.
The kind you would kill for, and the kind you would die for.
But this man is the kind of love I want to live for.