☆First Snow☆ | Joshua

06❄️ STILL LONELY

"Shua hyung!!" Seungkwan called him as soon he entered the practice room. "Yes?!" Joshua said. "Did you contact Haeseul recently? Where does she work at?" Joshua was amazed as Seungkwan asked. "She works at an architectural company. Why?" Asked Joshua. "No way! I saw her working at Binnie's family cafe." Seungkwan said what he saw earlier. "You mean one cafe?" That was Jeonghan. "Yes! Binnie said that she's been working there for 2 years." He said while removing his cap and mask. "But Binnie called her Hayoon. I don't know why was that. But she really looks like Haeseul". He said. "Eh~ Seungkwan ah!! Are you drunk? It can't be. They must be alike but can't be Haeseul if Joshua hyung says that she's working in another company." Hoshi said in disbelief. "Yes, it can't be! And hyung do you remember that girl yesterday? The one we gave autograph. Remember she asked us to sign a photocard for her friend?" Seungkwan asked looking at Jeonghan Joshua and Hoshi. "Oh, that brave girl Kwon" said Mingyu looking at Hoshi and smiling. "That Hayoon girl was that friend. When Binnie told her to ask for my autograph, she said that she already have mine and didn't want to bother again." Seungkwan explained. "Woah! Such a nice girl and such a small world this is." Said Hoshi.

Then they started to practice for their upcoming album. It'll be released next week. It's their first Comeback for this year and it will be very special to them and their fans since it's the first album they release after their renewal of seven seven-year contracts. They are doing their best to make this new album a hit. As always they are practicing until dawn.

"Yoonie ya~ you are late today." Areum said as Hayoon entered the apartment. "I have to work an extra hour this week to cover my holidays." She said removing her shoes and then she took off her jacket. "Ah, Areum ah~ today Seungkwan came with Moonbin. You know what, Seungkwan still remembers your name. I said that you met them at Hybe and he asked if it was Kwon Areum. So I said yes." Hayoon said sitting beside Areum. "What? No way! Do you mean he remembers me? Can you pinch me?" As soon as Areum said Hayoon pinch her arm with an evil smile. "Aw- STOP!" She screamed. "Hayoon ah~ will you come with me for the next week's fan sign? Please! You know I can't go alone" as it's Seventeen Comeback next week Areum was expecting her chance to go to the fan sign. "You know my-" Areum cut off her. "Please! Look, you already paid for an album. Since I won two chances you can use one. Please." Areum begged her to come continuously. Because Hayoon is a very sensitive person, she couldn't say any more when her friend asked that. "Ok! You won. But this is the last time." Said Hayoon. "That's OK! Thanks, Yoonie! I love you." As she kissed her friend's cheek she stood up and went to the kitchen to make their dinner.

Hayoon was tossing and turning in bed because she couldn't sleep. Even if she wanted to sleep, the sleep didn't want to come to her. She got up from the bed and came to the small balcony of the apartment. As she came there a slight breeze hugged her. She loved it when the cold wind hit her body but it hurts her with what happened 8 years ago. She loved that time so much which she couldn't hate that day no matter how much she wanted to hate it. Leaning on the handrail of the balcony and looking at the full moon floating in the sky, her memory took her back to that little time when she was happy because of him 8 years ago.

"I missed you so much," She said as her eyes filled with tears.

"Do you miss her?" Jeonghan asked Joshua as he entered the balcony of their apartment. Joshua was also there on their balcony because he couldn't sleep. "Yes! It's already been a week since I didn't see her. But I feel it like more than a decade." Joshua said trying to hold his tears. "You know what Jeonghan, even I found her as soon as I lost her I feel like I'm empty; I missed that innocent, charming, cute Hazel I loved." Joshua continued. "So you mean, you don't love that girl after she gets her sight back? Don't you like the way she enjoys life?" Jeonghan asked curiously. "No, I don't mean that Jeonghan. I love her no matter what happens, maybe she's enjoying the life that she missed. It's for 16 damn years. She couldn't enjoy her childhood like others. She always got bullied by others because she couldn't see. I mean I missed old her. The feeling I felt with her is different." Joshua said looking at the moon. "Look Shua, I know you love her. Just go and talk with her about this matter. Why did you let these feelings hurt you for 8 years? When love is lost, don't bow your head in sadness. As your friend, I can't see you hurting yourself, Joshua. Talk to her." Jeonghan said patting his shoulder.

"I will"

"You should! After the promotion ends you are asking her. Got it?"

"Got it! And Jeonghan thanks for always staying with me and listening to me." Shua said looking at Jeonghan. "Treat me with a meal then," Jeonghan said sarcastically. "After I talk to her." Said Joshua.

"Haeseul Noona!" Dino shouted as a girl entered their practice room.

"Woah! Do both of you have telepathy? Now I see you two are meant to be a couple." Joshua frowned as Jeonghan whispered.

"Hello, boys! Long time no see!!" She greeted. "Why didn't you come to see us? You don't know how much Joshua hyung missed you." Hoshi said. "Oh really? Do you miss me that much?" Haeseul asked looking at Joshua. "No. I didn't even remember you." Shua answered. "Liar," She said pouting at him. "What are you doing here, Haeseul?" Asked Jun. "Definitely, I came here to see you guys. What else?" She said sitting beside Joshua. "By the way Haeseul ah~ do you work in a cafe?" Seungkwan as he remembered that day. "No! why?" Haeseul asked. "I saw someone like you at a cafe." Seungkwan said. "Don't you know that 7 people are living in this world look alike? Maybe she's one of them Kwan ah~" Haeseul said without taking it seriously but not Seungkwan. He really can't get over the girl he saw at Binnie's family cafe. "Will you stay for lunch?" It was Jeonghan. "No! I was just passing by the Hybe building. Since my friend is late I decided to visit you guys. I have to go when he arrives." Haeseul said.

"He?"

"Oh!! I see someone's burning from jealousy." Dokyeom teased Joshua and laughed at him.

"I'm not"

"I didn't say that was you, hyung."

'Am I really jealous?' He thought looking at Haeseul. She was laughing. But her laugh was different. Maybe because her eyes were changed. But can only the eyes change every feature of the face? As Jeonghan said, he had to ask this earlier. Wasting 8 years for nothing but doubting was so wrong.

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