☆First Snow☆ | Joshua

10❄️ IT'S YOU ALL THE TIME

Hayoon's POV

Nothing special happened this week. It's been a week since I found out that I have a twin. It was the first and last day I saw her. Even though I wanted to talk to her I don't know how to find her. I could meet seventeen with Areum when she goes to Hybe and asks them but I didn't even meet them again. Seeing them is not pleasant anymore. It's traumatic. I don't know why but when I saw my sister in front of them I was dumbfounded and I don't want them to meet again. But they are the only way to find my sister again. Areum asked more than ten times that she can ask seventeen for me but I told her not to.

Today I took a leave day from the cafe since there's a photoshoot in Areum's academy. She said I have to work with some other special guests but I don't know who will be they because I'm not on that project. After a long time, I was called for a photo shoot and I said yes without thinking twice cause I love those kinds of works. Since Areum's duties on Enhypen's Comeback. She said that she won't be with her when the shootings starts. It was fine because the academy workers are friendly with me more than I'm friendly with them. As Areum said it's a new launch of a cosmetic and those guests I'll be kind of ambassadors. Wait! what? So am I going to be a model for real? I mean it's huge. I know I already have some fans that love me but they all are from the academy.

As I entered the academy, a manager took me to the dressing room. Some stylists were waiting for me. As soon as I greet them they started my make-up. Meanwhile, another stylist showed me my dresses. I have to wear one red frock and a brown frock. The Brown one is for me to do my shoot and the red one is for the guests.

"Who are the guests Unnie?" I asked the make-up stylist.

"It's Se-"

"Hwang Ha Yoon!! It's your time." The manager I met earlier came and told me where should I go. I took a deep breath. I didn't know why I feel nervous even I had done these kinds of shoots earlier. I know I'm not that much popular but after this shoot, I don't know what will happen. There's a huge place for M & K cosmetics in Korea. I just did shoots for only their academy but now I'm here for an official photoshoot. But why am I nervous this much?

It took 45 minutes for my photoshoot and then I went to change my dresses. I had 15 minutes to get ready. After 15 minutes I was told to come to the shooting area. When I went there I was shocked to see the guests. It was the vocal unite of Seventeen. I did everything not to meet any of them last few days. Even Seungkwan came to the cafe with Moonbin I waited in the kitchen until they leave. But now they are in front of my eyes. How can I do this with them?

"Ha Yoon! Stand there. And Joo Hyun you can stand here." Someone called me and other model. I stepped forward hesitantly. Can't I run away?

Joshua's POV

We have a photoshoot with a cosmetic brand name M & K today. It was only for the vocal unit. Since we didn't have a schedule in the morning we went there early. They said there will be a new model for them. As we did our first shoot we had a 1 hour break till the other model does her photo shoot. So I decided to take a nap cause I couldn't sleep at night. I was thinking about those two girls and the way I lost my precious time Hazz. I wanted to meet her immediately but as Jeonghan reminded me, I'm the only one who recognised her and not her. She doesn't even know that it's me. She only knows me as a member of Seventeen, not the boy she loved. But how would she know without me telling her?

When it was time for the next shoot someone woke me up. It was Dokyeom and he signed me to get ready quickly. After the stylist retouched my make up I went to the setting where they prepared for the next shoot. While we were talking with the crew Jeonghan pointed somewhere. When I looked there I never wanted to believe my eyes. Hazel, was the new model for this. I agree that she deserves this for her beauty but I never expected this to happen. I was too stunned to speak and I know others also get what happened. Seungkwan said something so that everyone moved to their place and get ready for the shoot but no me and her. I even don't know what Seungkwan said.

"Ha Yoon! Stand there. And Joo Hyun you can stand here." Someone called her and other model. I saw how she stepped forward hesitantly. It was like she doesn't want to do this shoot now and wants to run away. But still, she managed to smile and stands where the crew member showed. I also controlled my emotions by taking deep breaths. It took around one hour. I was exhausted. Not only doing the photoshoot but controlling my heart. It's a pain to see her like this. I promised to find her no matter what happen. Even though I said her not to wait for me I know she waited for me. It took 8 years for me to find her. When she was waiting for me, I was loving the wrong girl who turns into her twin. Is this a kdrama I'm acting? No way!! How can I say the truth to her? If I didn't find Haeseul, I could find her earlier than now. I wanted to talk to her. After the shoot finished I told Jeonghan that I want to talk to her. Even Woozi Seungkwan and Dokyeom said me to talk to her. They can tell, but I'm the one who should do that. That's not easy.

We were about to leave when I finally decide not to talk to her. We both are not ready to face each other. I could say so when I see her shocked face. She must be still embarrassed to see us when she got to know about her twin in front of us. But our problem is differe-

"Aagh!!" I was spacing out until someone bumped into me and fortunately I managed to hold that person before falling down. It's a girl. As we were at the top of the staircase she'll be injured if I couldn't catch her. I dragged her towards me so that I can be sure she won't fall. After doing that I regretted it more. It was non-other than Hazel. My girl. I'm holding her after 8 years. I can't believe this. The same feeling I felt when I first saw her at the fan sign event. It was same as the first day I saw in LA 8 years ago. My heart is beating like a drum. I feel her hand on my chest. Even if I wanted to set aside her, I didn't want. I saw her shocking face. I don't know if she was shocked because she was to fall or because I hold her or for any other reason. But she started to cry. Her tears were the thing I most hated to see in this world. I never wanted her to cry. Still, I don't want her to cry. But now I'm the one who made her cry. I could see how shocked other members and our manager were. But they didn't bother to disturb us and I'm thankful to them for that. She slowly ran her hands on my face. I stayed still letting her touch my face. I feel that she runs her fingers on my eyebrows, eyes, cheeks and finally lips. I feel an electrical beam runs through my body when she touches my lips. Bu-

My mind cut off by her. I can't believe what I'm hearing now. Isn't this a dream? She recognised me.. Yes!! She called me;

"J-Jo-Josh?"

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