Love Me Harder | Jungkook x Reader | 21+

twenty one

Jeju Day 5 - Jungkook POV

The past few days couldn't have gone better.

Your days spent with Y/N were like beautiful dreams.

It felt great to just be yourself and spend all this time with her.

She continued to open up to you about her real family and life.

You wanted to tell halaboji about her, the real her. You know he already loves her. You're hoping it doesn't make a difference to how he feels about her, or you.

Being with Y/N made you better, made you want to be better. Being with her made you think about your parents and how much they cared about each other. Where it didn't matter about status and wealth.

One thing was hanging over your head.

You hooked up with Nara just after the karaoke night and right before the Jeju trip and she has been messaging you non-stop since then.

You did it because were falling for Y/N and you wanted to get rid of those feelings. You were scared of those feelings. You didn't believe they were happening so you did something to take your mind of them.

But it didn't work.

It made you crave Y/N more.

The way Y/N made you feel was special. Her smile and laugh that made you feel like you were the only person in the room. The way she didn't know she was beautiful when she was in fact the most beautiful person you have ever been around. Her effortless beauty. Her quirky and nerdy personality, made her all the more lovable.

Not to mention how amazing she was at fucking. She was still innocent but freaky enough to know all the positions and things to do to drive you up the wall.
You got to fuck her every day and it's been the best sex. Passionate and rough, just how you both like it.

All of it, all of her.

It made you realize that Y/N was end game. She is an amazing person, heiress or not, you needed to be with her. She deserved the world and everything good. You told her there were no more lines, and she gave herself to you completely. You can feel her heart in your hands, even though she hasn't said anything, you know it's there. She just doesn't know that she has yours with her.

BUT you fucked up. The weight of what you did hurts you. Even though you know it wasn't cheating it felt like it.

Nara continues to message but you do your best and ignore them all. You don't know what else to do after you told her that you're falling for someone else. Nara is persistent but you know that your feelings for Y/N are real.

You'll deal with it when you're back in Seoul.

For now, you're focused on Y/N and letting her know how you feel.

Since you've arrived, you've woken up to her every morning. You haven't been this intimate with anyone before - for more than you have with Y/N.

You're incredibly happy doing anything with her.

Waking up next to her has been the best way to start your days. You honestly feel like the luckiest man around her.