BlazaFor1 angst because I like pain Also some fluff(unfinished)

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Future authors note: PLEASE STOP READING THIS IM THROWING UP PLEASE STOP.

I gave up on this ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ

Warning: self harm, mentions of su!cid3 

Inspiration:

 imperfection by Sol20062007 (go check her out after this!)

Washing machine heart (KIDA RAYO remix) by KIDA RAYO

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(Blaza POV)

Blaza: thanks for letting me stay at your place for a bit 

Socks: oh it's nothing!

Blaza: let's hurry before it snows 

Socks: ok!

We went inside the house and I collapse on the couch almost falling asleep until Socks wakes me up.

Socks: let's go grab the air mattress 

Blaza: sure, let's go

Socks: actually, I should go get it.

Blaza: your sure

Socks: yeah. I'm sure.

Blaza: ok. . ?

Socks rushed into his room. Something was wrong, I can feel it. I should wait a bit because I wanted to give him some privacy.

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Socks: BLAZA!!!!!

Blaza: COMING!!!!!!

I run into Socks room to see him caring a big box. I rush to hold the other side of the box. I had to bend my knees a bit to balance it with Socks.

Blaza: Slowly drop the box

Socks: W-What 

Blaza: you herd me

Socks: Y-Yes sir

Blaza: yes sir?

Socks: you just sound like my dad right now 

Blaza: you explain later but right now you drop the box 

Socks: O-OK 

We put the box on the bed and I take a look at what it is. It's an inflatable mattress with the word Socks on the side showing that it was his.

Blaza: where are we going to set this up?

Socks: we should do it in the living room 

Blaza: ok

Socks: can you carry this on your own?

Blaza: sure just give me a sec

I take of my jacket and put it on the bed. I see Socks staring at me with a completely red face.

Blaza: I have been working out more as you can tell 

Socks: Y-Yeah

Blaza: you good?

Socks: Y-Yeah I'm g-good!

Blaza: sure

Socks: C-Can you grab the box and put it in the living room?

Blaza: ok!

I pick up the box and carry it to the living room and start opening it. Socks walks past with a bag with a small red stain on the corner and puts it in the trash.

Blaza: what is that bag for?

Socks: O-Oh it's just trash.

Blaza: ok . . ?

Something is off for sure. He usely doesn't act like this.

Blaza: can you help me unbox this?

Socks: oh sure 

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Time skip because it 2:46 and I'm tired  ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ

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At this point Socks probably is asleep but I can't sleep so I don't know what to do. Should I check on Socks? I know something is off. I'm going to check him out.

I peek into Socks room and see him holding a knife and a small pile of tissues near him. I look away for a moment. Should I go in?

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This is unfinished but I wanted to post this ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ

You can use this for a story but remember to give credit!

(460 words)

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