Love, Pain & Me

glamour runs through my blood

Looking for you in a crowded room
So many hurdles between us
The hardest one is you
So i paint my heart Black
And cover myself with gloom
Rush to the closest fire
That's all I can do

A song is our love
Gone for too long
Devouring beauty is the way to go on
Weaker with every bite
Blue skies is not where I belong

Standing with the neighborhood kids
You act as if you don't see
When you saw what nobody else did

What you dictated to the group
Is heavy on my ears
not enough to kill me
Just enough to prolong my misery

The music of this room doesn't fit my soul
Nothing ever matched the framework of my doll
Drinking and driving
You do that a lot
Thrilling or dumb
Question i ask a lot

Tell me something new
Maybe i remember you wrong
You have grown over the years
I'm stagnant with all the right resources
I wish it was simple
As simple as it was for you to forget me
I wonder if it would have been so easy
If you truly loved me

The world got jealous of me
Hated me to the core
And cursed me with all it got
To bind me to the bottomless sea
And make the universe my enemy
Where are you?
Where did you go?
Dying by drowing is not the classy way to go