Love, Pain & Me

hate is the strong word

Isolate myself from the pain you brought
Console myself saying," A lesson taught."
You never loved me, that I knew
But ever cared for me? Maybe not

You came into my world with force greater than anything
Just like a bullet
You did your damage and went through
What was I even thinking?
Running from man to man
Hoping, someone would love me
But nobody wanted me
They all wanted my body

I hate you
All of you
So much to burn you
Put a stake through your heart
And smile as I hear your screams
To hell with being the bigger person
I'll be the poison that rots you
A thorn that hurts you
'Never find happiness
Never find peace
Be more pathetic than I ever was.'
Is the curse i put on you