Love, Pain & Me

because I'm a good guy

Running through the darkest secrets of my mind
I'm tired and scared when i look behind

Knowing one day they will catch up
Leave me bloody and messed up

I lie and pretend they will not remember
Or when my sins stand in front of me, I'll surrender

Is that why i don't like anything
Preparing for the day i lose everything?

Everything that could go wrong will
So why do I hope I'll be saved still

Can I even share it with anyone
Treason i comitted will not be accepted by anyone

Quick to judge or won't hear
Eating at my mind, all the time, my fear

I read and read and read and read
To not go to the place my memories lead

I put on a smile and stroll this city
Because I'm innocent until proven guilty