**2 Months Later**
Michael's POV
"Michael! We are ordering Pizza! Do you want some?" I heard Calum call from outside my room and I heard a quiet knock and he came into the room.
"Michael?" He said and I shook my head.
"I'm okay." I said and I saw him shake his head.
"Michael, you hardly eat at all! You have lost so much weight... it's not healthy." He said and I gritted my teeth together.
"I said I'm fine, Calum!" I yelled and Calum shook his head, leaving the room and slamming the door close. I sat back down on the pillows, letting my breath out slowly, staring at the ceiling.
A few hours passed and I didn't change my position and I heard a soft knock at the door again.
"Go away, Calum." I groaned and I didn't hear Calum's voice reply.
"It's not Calum." I heard Ashton's voice say and he cleared his throat.
"Can I come in?" He said and I told him yes. He came into the dim room and sat down on the end of the bed and he stared at me for a while.
The house never got enough fire damage to it to burn down, but it was still condemned so I have moved into Luke's apartment with him and Calum and they have been on my back 24/7 about eating properly and coming out of my room every once in a while.
"Calum and Luke have been texting me, saying that they are worried about you." He said and I laughed shortly, continuing to look at the ceiling and I heard Ashton sigh.
"Michael... this isn't healthy... especially now that you are human, you have to..." Ashton trailed off as I shot upright in bed and looked at him.
"Here's the funny thing, Ashton... I don't want to be human! I was happier when I was dead!" I yelled and Ashton got off the bed as I got up out of it.
"Michael, you have to see where I am coming from! You are my best friend, I expect you to tell me how you are feeling! You barely eat, you don't interact with anyone and Michael, what worries me the most is that you haven't showed any remorse for Hannah after she was gone, only that night it happened." He said and I shook my head looking at the ground.
"Ashton, if I cry, I'm afraid I won't be able to stop." I said and Ashton's face softened.
"Then cry and I'll be here for you." He said and I shook my head.
I didn't want his pity. The only thing I want, and the only thing I have wanted for the past 2 months has been Hannah.
