Empty Heart || Demon Slayer || Giyuu Tomioka Angst & Demon Giyuu ||

Chapter 1: Guilty Forever

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Giyuu was always a quiet person. He never really talked to that much people often. The only time he would talk to someone is when he had to, which is when he goes on missions with a partner, or asking civilians questions about demon sightings.

Third person Pov

Right after the Hashira meeting (it was at night), all the Hashiras went outside after being dismissed by their master. 

"Guys! We should totally have a sleepover together! It might help us bond a little more, since most of us don't talk to each other that much because we're always on missions", Mitsuri said. 

"I agree with Kanroji-san" Obanai said.

"Iguro-san you're always agreeing with her, we know you all simp for her", Sanemi said while chuckling a bit. 

Giyuu was just standing there, looking at the ground. 

"Moshi moshii~ Tomioka-sannn!~"Shinobu said. 

Giyuu didn't say a thing, which irritated Shinobu, but she chose to not talk to Giyuu for now, instead walking away from him and turning to the others. 

"I agree. We should totally have a sleepover! It sounds fun Mitsuri-chan," Shinobu said. 

The rest of the Hashiras nodded yes, including Sanemi, surprisingly, but Giyuu still didn't respond. 

"Tom-i-o-ka-san~~. Yoo hoo!! You there? We're going to have a sleepover, at Kanroji's. Want to come with us?" Shinobu asked. 

Giyuu didn't respond for a while, making Shinobu irritated once again. 

"This is why you have no friends Tomioka san~!" Shinobu teased. 

"It's also why no one likes you" Sanemi joined in. 

Shinobu, seemed shocked that Sanemi was joining her in teasing. Or was he teasing? Because most of the time Sanemi was always serious. Maybe he was being serious, but she didn't care

"Tomioka-san. Answer us. Say something", but Giyuu didn't answer Shinobu, making her even more angry. 

"Tomioka-san. You're worthless you know that? No one cares about you. No one loves you. You'll always be this emotionless walking freak. I don't get why you didn't kill yourself yet. You will never have any friends. Your sister died because of you." Shinobu blurted out without even thinking, but she didn't care. 

Giyuu shot his head up from looking at the ground, shocked that she would even say that. 

Mitsuri gasped loudly. Obanai calmed her down though. 

Giyuu's POV

She's right... it's my fault that sister died. My fault.

Kocho is right, I should kill myself. If that's what everyone wants, since no one likes me at all, nor loves me. 

Third person pov 

"S-s-s-shinobu-chan?! What are doing?! Why are you saying stuff like that?!" Mitsuri squealed. 

Shinobu, being completely careless, says "I don't care, he deserves to hear that. It's true." 

Giyuu, has been looking away from the others, back facing them, says "It's fine Kanroji-san. It doesn't matter what she says to me". (He said it calmly). 

Mitsuri, who is kind of disturbed on how calm Giyuu is, asked "Are you sure Tomioka san?..."

"Yes Kanroji-san, I'm sure" Giyuu said calmly. 

"Alright...but wait! Are you going to my place so we all can have a sleepover??" Mitsuri asked. 

"My apologies, but no", Giyuu said still not facing them, eyes starting to water thinking about what Shinobu said earlier. 

"I'll be going to my estate. Sayonara", Giyuu said.

Giyuu's tears started coming out as he walked away. He speed walked to his estate, as his tears started falling more quickly. As soon as he got to his estate, he went in, shut the door, and locked the door. That's when he started to break down. He fell to his knees, put his face in his hands and started sobbing. 

Giyuu's pov 

Why, why do the people I love keep disappearing or dying?! Is it me who is causing this? Am I just a jinx? Or something like that?! 

I'm so tired, I just want to die already. 

Third Person pov

Giyuu went to his room, looking lifeless as its owner. Empty, only with a simple furniture, a simple futon. Over in the corner was a small walk-in closet. There was a kokatsu in the other corner, where the mask Sakonji gave him. As well as Sabito's mask. A very small picture that can fit in a palm of him and his sister, Tsutako. 

There was a cushion, and Giyuu sat on it. He takes off his haori, and pulls up his sleeve, only his forearm showing. Under his sleeve, there were scars. He runs his hand through them, wincing as he touches the most recent one. 

Giyuu then unsheathes his blade. 

He places the place on his wrist, and and applies pressure. 

Giyuu's pov

I'm sorry Sabito, I'm sorry Tsutako. I'm sorry I had to do this. 

But, it doesn't really hurt that much. It's just cutting, it hurts, only a little, it won't kill me!

I just want to join you guys. In the afterlife. Where I can truly be happy. 

Ouch. Okay that sort of hurts. Was it somewhere vital? I don't know, I don't care.

Third Person pov

As Giyuu was cutting through his wrist, blood was streaming down the wound. 

It stained the floor, only a little. 

Giyuu started to space out a little. Maybe it was somewhere vital. 

Then, he spaced out completely (then passed out), probably through pain. 

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Author's note: Hello people! How are you? I hope you're having a good morning/afternoon/night! This is the first chapter of the story. I'm sorry if I didn't put specifically where the story is graphic, so please forgive me if you're a little sensitive on that. It's also on the description, and summaries of the story is in the description, so please read it. 

I might not be posting a lot of chapters, but if you want, comment some ideas on what you would like for the next chapter! I'll make it work somehow. 

School has also been a pain in the butt, so tiring. Already drowning in homework last week, which was only my second week of school. 

If I have time, I'll definitely try to make chapters more often! 

This is also my first fanfic, so I don't really have lots of experience in writing these. Please don't hate! 

Goodbye for now! 

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